Well...same with me..the first song i got REALLY sad and cried at was "CAROLS"...although some people didn't even FEEL ANYTHING from that song...
And i didn't even understand any japanese then!!!
Now i am SO devoted to her lyrics.
And lucky you...going to Japan like that >_>;; keep in touch with AHS!
Maybe eventually someday maybe we can meet Ayu together!! (if ever for me >_>;; )