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This is all stupid. To come to a forum to bash Ayu (which you really are doing) just to arouse attention is frowned upon and sooner or later you'll realize that. I'm completely on bulmasman's side here by saying how you're already making yourself disliked not only by your disgraceful accusations to Ayu and your self-appointance as being "a bigger fan than most of the initiates here, who follow her mindlessly without any real passion." What gave you the mindset to say such crap when you haven't done a thing to get to know the initiates here? You come to our forum, bash Ayu in one of the sickest ways possible, then describe yourself as the king of Ayu fans. King of Ayu-fan drug addicts is more like it.

Admit it, you have no basis and no proof whatsoever that Ayu is and will ever be a drug addict. Obviously you know nothing about Japanese fashion trends and society in general. "Oooh, she wears makeup. She's a drug addict." Damn it, ALL CELEBRITIES WEAR MAKEUP! Even I wear makeup! That gives you absolutely no right to accuse anyone of that nature to be on drugs.

Are you perhaps a drug addict yourself? If you had any idea of what drugs actually do to you, then this thread would have never happened. Either way, you'd have no way to accuse Ayu of taking drugs. THE PROOF IS NOT THERE AND WILL NEVER BE THERE.

Ayu is purely an entertainer who rouses her energy from the love of her job and the cheers of her fans. Whenever she can't meet her obligations she quits, not continuing to further push herself for something she simply cannot do.

Go ahead and continue considering yourself as a "higher fan" than all of us here because your actions prove otherwise. It's obvious that everyone here knows that everything you say is untrue and will never be true since Ayu has no reason to result to drugs as her energy source. If she did take drugs going back to her LOVEppears days, chances are she'd be dead by now or lose her singing ability which definately isn't apparent at all. If you think Ayu is the embodiment of a drug addict, take a look at Dir en Grey. I guarantee you'll think differently.

Period.