[WillofDusk]

Making this topic, you should already know my answer is yes. And so on, she does act as a big part of my life.

Form te fist moment I watched Pokemon, the amnime striked though my chilish mind and attracted me to the world of Japan. Still, it took me years until I first experienced myself with inner Japan art industry.That was my 6th or 7th year in midschool. I was granted to access to the internet. All I did by then was just finding game site and animes site. Then I was accidentally drawn to Hikki. Yep that song was Wait&see. I just loved it so much that I kept searching them in ages, actually I didn't know how then so I just followed the site I was told before. The next song was first love.Aww at that time, Hikki swallowed my soul completely and so rapidly that wat I could do by then is looking for her.

I fnally had my own mp3. The only thing it stored was Hikki's songs. I kept listen to it over and over in the normal state. Ayu finally came up in such a situation to me, when Hikki was still the owner of my heart. With her My Story image in my eyes, she was so glamorous and..... plastic (sorry). discussing about her with my friends made the distance between me and Ayu even further. "Yeh, plastic girl","She's sucks". (I can't believe what I said then). I force myself to listen to her once to confirm that no one can beat Hikki (just in my own battlefield). Hikki won!Yay! Carols lost dramatically.

Then, one day then 48 hours passed. "Let's try her again anyway".This time, something grew, slowly but strongly. I started to wander around her fan site and forum. What I can found was some "I love you Ayu","You are the best Ayu"...etc... "Nah, sounds silly" ,I thought. But on her birthday, I came up and said Happy birthday and keep up your good work. From the moment, I have finally discoverd the one. The normal state from when I listened to Hikki was replaced by the state of calm and passions, desires, happiness, sadness. It was soo colorfull ,It also was the fist time I realised how disgusting my voice is, because I finally sang on my own, all alone. Even if it's disgusting, I couldn't stop singing along with Ayu. And I became totally crazy. I memorized the whole Carols song, then about you and so on, so on. I love you Ayu.

I stopped feeling stressed and stopped thinking about suiciding. I began to focus more on my studyingand Ayu. She brought be up and encouraged me so much. She didn't just inspire the love of music but the power of life that I couldn't find anywhere else in te world of me all alone.

I will be hurt if Ayu is hurt and sing alone if she sings. Ignored all of the complainings from my friends, I keep on listening to her. I wish they were the same as me to feel the same power, the same passion I felt.I don't know what to say but Ayu did make a miracle.

Year in and year out, I watched her live performance, I now know why she is the queen, when she sings live, even more power are presented. I can't count how many times Ayu has surprised me when the new singles were released and when I saw her live.

As you can see, from the colorful voice Ayu has brought so many feelings to me and changed my life. I can't imagine a world without her. Or at least I have listened to her, I have no regret. So, Ayu acted as a pretty high position in my heart. Beside my mother, she takes the place of goddess just same as my friends and family. How about you? I'm really like talking about musical feelings and talking about Ayu with someones have the same feeling.

If you are anti-Ayu, I beg you to leave.