[yamogi]

"Does Ayu have any part in your life?"
In face,Ayu is the first person ever who touched me.

Among all people I know, I'm always be very solitary or even miserable. Those life actually meant nothing to me. Due to some "imperfection" that I have (serious social phobia and 'certain' learning disability),my childhood was full of despair.

I was always living in gloom with no friends at all in kindergarten and primary school. Sometimes, I really doubted that if I disappear somewhere, would there be anyone who notice and find me? That kind of anguish was almost killing my soul. I lost any interests in live, I didn't believe in people and even became indifferent to any human emotions. I think that ALL human are cruel.

I never knew that there ARE people who would feel the same as me until I met with ayu's lyrics. When I first discovered A Song for XX, I immediately knew that the singer "ayumi hamasaki" would live forever in my life.

In my case, I love her mainly because of her lyrics and emotions that was put in her songs(I was really shocked by her A Song for XX performance in Dome tour,and I dropped my tears).