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Old 16th November 2009, 08:23 PM
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who, dearest and momentum don't openly talk about death, even if they are dedicated to someone who died (well, only who in this case) this is the way i see the cited songs...

Who... even if it's speculated to be a song for her grandma who passed away, the song only talk about some beloved one that is far away... in the end it's used as her main fan song:
Spoiler:
Uh - la la la...

When I was heartbroken, who stayed by my side?
On whose shoulder did I shed my tears?
With whom did I share my joy?
With whom did I hold hands?
I remember.

On the night we spent apart
The moon was far away and I was crying.
On the night we spent apart
The moon was far away and I was crying.

Who taught me true strength?
Who taught me kindness?
On whose account do I walk?
Who did I want to stroke my hair?
Who didn't give up for me?
I'll never forget.

When I stray from the path, and
When the path is too long,
I was muttering to myself.
That's the way life is...

I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...

I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...

ha-a-a-


Duty IMO is about the end of her peak, and the end of her career (considering this album was released at the Dome Tour/A Best year, maybe ayu's most depressing one)
Spoiler:
Everyone is convinced
that that "thing" they're searching
for is in the future.
But how many people have realized
that "it" is actually in the past?
I can't even guess.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
But I didn't want to know
that it's my turn next.

If, after simplifying it
a bit more, you think that "it"
merely connects and arranges memories,
then wouldn't everyone
already have "it?"
I want you to realize that.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
And in truth, I actually
do know that it's my turn next.

You'll find me, won't you?
I'm betting that
you'll find me.

I saw the end of an era
with my own eyes.
But I didn't want to know
that it's my turn next.


Dearest... the only part that sounds to be about death it's when she says that she wants to remember her beloved's face until the day of her death... what means that she wants to remember it forever, but on a much more dramatic way xD
Spoiler:
It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel

Whenever I close my eyes
you're there,
smiling

Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep

Are all people sad?
They are forgetful creatures...

For that which you should love,
for that which gives love:
give it your all

Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road;
we've hurt each other along the way

Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep


Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road,
but we've finally arrived


Momentum... isn't it about someone who broke up with her cuz she did something wrong?
Spoiler:
The days when I loved you were the last miracle to me

The season when everyone longs to be around people
Has come again this year
With warmth and coldness

I remember the day
When we were too young with no knowledge about the world and walking
Laughing together and hanging on each other

What excuse should I make
For this wave of pain?

Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
My love for you is my last courage

I wonder if I'm so stupid
Just waiting for the time passage
Believing that I'll surely be forgiven some day


* I hold the rush of feelings
So that it may not spill down

Until the day our hands reach white snow
My love for you is my last courage

* (repeat)

Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
Until the day our hands reach white snow

My love for you is the last forever to me

That I could meet you was the first miracle to me


rainy day
Spoiler:


I calmly feel
That I never forget
What I don't want to forget
Even if I don't try to remember it

It was a cold day
I kept on waiting
Just for you
In the hard rain

I was afraid of nothing
I could even think
That even if it was the last day of my life
I didn't care

People who were
Happily smiling together
Passed just close to me
So many times

But I was smiling
More gently than anyone else
Standing alone
Without an umbrella

When I shaded my eyes with my freezing hand
And saw you appear
It wasn't because of sadness
That I was about to cry

A flash of light
Shone on us
As if to celebrate
The way we were going on


End roll... isn't it about breaking up?
Spoiler:
I can't go back
no matter how much I miss it.
That time was definitely fun, but
that was then and this is now.

I remember how I've always
pulled the curtains in an awkward way.

Where are you?
Where have you gone?
You've gone on a long trip or something
with the most important person.

If it started with
something I said,

we can see our end. It couldn't
have been the beginning.

Like a child crying for something,
with all my strength, goodbye.

And I walk on.
I'll walk alone and see for myself,
with light shining on the path
you've abandoned.

People are sad.
Are they really?
I said they're happy, but
you can think that if you want to.

So I walk on.
You'll go too, won't you?
With light shining
on our two separate paths.


Far away... another one about breaking up?
Spoiler:
It's new, it's like me, it's like you...

Back when we still called each other "lover,"
that sea we visited... I went back there alone.
And while searching for that place I had forgotten for so long,
the sound of the waves were somehow soothing;
I think I'm about to cry.

It's new, it's like me, it's like you. I am reborn...
If you try to describe happiness: it's something
intangible that slips through the cracks of your fingers.

You said "I'm leaving to find myself," and left.
In that memory, and others since, the sea grows wider.
Surely somewhere out there the skies we are looking at
flow together, and are connected.

People think of love as a station at which the train doesn't stop.
But we had a departure station and an arrival station.
ul-lalalai Yeah, that's right.

Summer is coming soon. A summer without you...




IMO those are the only really about death:

untitled ~for her~... openly about her friend
Spoiler:
* We walked hand in hand
We laughed and cried over trivial things

We were innocent and bright in those days

** If I could have just a wish come true now
I want to see you again

You decided that day
That you would walk all alone
On the endless road
Over that cloud to the sky

Leaving here so many things
I want to tell of and talk about

We walked without holding hands
We quarreled over trivial things and got stubborn

Even the stupid quarrels are my sweet memories now

** (repeat)

Supposing everyone goes on the endless road
Over that cloud to the sky
Sooner or later
Be sure to wait for me

And then, we will talk away
With our countless memories

Can you see me from your place ?
Are you watching over me ?

Though this may be a common expression
You stay alive
Always as you are
In my heart

However many times the seasons may pass
Our days are fadeless

* (repeat)



Heaven... tie-in for a tragic romantic ninja movie (wtf?! xD)
Spoiler:
What you offered straight to me
With a smile for the last time
Was just so beautiful
That I gave way to tears

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us

It's nothing but
Destiny

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

In the sky you set out for
Stars are shining tenderly upon me


Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
You see? The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here like this

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never
Say good-bye to you

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love



MA
Spoiler:
I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself

*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting

I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie

The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now

Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie

Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?

(*) repeat

Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake


ever free... is she describing a funeral?
Spoiler:

It was a bright day. On your peaceful face
I layed a chain of white flowers.
Beautiful things are sometimes sad things.
I sense the farewell that has been long coming.


I break out of the black line and look upwards,
thinking of the sky I once saw.

How far away will you go?
Is it so far away that you can never come back?

I want to see you but I can't; at least you could tell me.
I won't forget any of the final tears you gave me.




Gosh... ayu really is very dramatic xD
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