yeah, that sounds more plausible.
It's not like Ayu to be so direct about something, or so specific in her meaning, or so self centred in her writing. I mean, she often sings about her feelings and emotions, but in a way that others can relate to, making the song a song that applies to everyone. singing directly about losing her hearing in her left ear completely goes against this. so I was expecting I'd missed something.
Thanks!