ayu's DIARY entries for 7/5/09

[tasking]

After this,
2009/07/05 12:28 AM | ayu

There'll be a Today's Photo uploaded of my arrival at Haneda Airport
after the recent shows in Osaka.☆
As usual, there were so many of your sparkling smiling faces☆

For various reasons, I can't seem to get back to my usual self today.
I've become a lost child....
I don't know where to go.
It seems I've lost sight of it.... (v_v)
Maybe I'll get my usual smile back tomorrow.
What if it doesn't come back?
Come back!!!
Just for today, I give up.
I feel alone in this.

It's true!!
2009/07/05 4:35 AM | ayu

If it's all the same, I'd rather laugh than cry! ♪
I myself said that.*
I read so many messages from everyone, and it helped me realize that.
It hit me like a flash of bright light.
Trouble's been brewing lately.
Maybe with recording... maybe with concerts...
Why am I so worried about this sort of thing? I'm attacking all my obstacles.
So, it seems I was just getting tired.
So I couldn't see the most pure & special things, but they're visible now.

I'll never be defeated.
I will absolutely not run away.

Everyone, thank you....

LOVE is ALL...

credit: Delirium-Zer0

This morning
2009/07/05 14:25 | ayu

I've slept in the sofa, and still,
Chon-san have pain in the body.

And, though I was sleeping on the sofa, this way and not sitting,
I slept with my back in the position of a Ninja.

Wow...

I came from work right now.

Oh, today is the last day of dance rehearsals for the PV,
in the studio, before going to shoot.

The choreography of Sunrise was created by ZIN-san
and Sunset one, by Maro-chan ♪

credit: walking.proud

[SURREAL__RAINBOW]

がんばってあゆ！！



thanks for this ^^

[love in music]

i like how she said "LOVE is ALL". thanks for the messages. i enjoyed reading them as always

[AyuGAME]

i hope ayu will keep going strong
showbiz world is cruel, you need still smiling and entertain people even though you are not in the mood, and sometime it will cause something bad in the end (just like MJ)
but i hope ayu is strong enough to conquer it

[Aga-chan]

She used "Humming 7/4" lyrics. ^^

Thanks for all the messenges. The first one got me worried, but in the second one she seems to be alright. Don't give up!

[maze]

no pics xD
thank youu! ^^

[zyoeru]

She loves her fans too much to give up. Such determination. Hey Ayu, give me some of your willpower!

[BluishDays]

Thanks for the translation ^^

Seems Ayu's tired and needs to rest, but she's still going strong. Sometimes all you need is a little bit of time

[waterballoon]

Thank you!

I think she had PMS in the first post... but good to know she's feeling good now!

[KarenPang]

thanks for the message updates

[Yoake]

thanks Ayu is so lovely!

[ayu_ready?]

aww, she's awesome. she's obviously tired and there's always problems following every person. she can make it!!

[HTMSD]

I like the last message...
I know how'd she love all of us...

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

she feels alone...poor ayu

[chloeM]

aww... she's down... don't be~

[aura~]

the screenshot:




but there's one message left fo 5/7/09

This morning
2009/07/05 14:25 | ayu

I've slept in the sofa, and still,
Chon-san have pain in the body.

And, though I was sleeping on the sofa, this way and not sitting,
I slept with my back in the position of a Ninja.

Wow...

I came from work right now.

Oh, today is the last day of dance rehearsals for the PV,
in the studio, before going to shoot.

The choreography of Sunrise was created by ZIN-san
and Sunset one, by Maro-chan ♪



byee!

[Handjan]

Thanks for posting mesages.

[ayuayu798]

Stay strong ayu... Poor thing, I hope she takes a break after all of this!

[Chef+Vanny]

our LOVE for ayu IS ALL to her
ayu!fighto!

[Cantabile*Ultimae]

"I'll never be defeated.
I will absolutely not run away.

Everyone, thank you....

LOVE is ALL..."

There we go. Thats the Ayu we all know
haha, I should start putting "LOVE is ALL" at the end of all my facebook messages