Thoughts on "untitled ~for her~" and more

SS_Macka · #1 10th January 2008, 04:32 AM

hey

well i jus got a chance to c the cd booklet of GUILTY and i noticed..

that on the last page ayu says..

i thought it was refering to her older sister (friend! thanks lol). but tell me.. could any1 giv me more info bout her older sister(friend)? i've actually haven't heard much bout her at all or neva realised. and how did she die?

as for the song untitled ~for her~, does any1 also think this is also dedicated to her? if it is.. its very touching.

sora2522 · #2 10th January 2008, 04:38 AM

when did she have an older sister??...

baka-ranger · #3 10th January 2008, 04:48 AM

nah its not to her older sister, its to this girl named Natsumi (forgot the rest of her name, please remind me T__T) she's in the For my dear... pv apparently.
And I think Ayu's an only child, correct me if I'm wrong =P

**ayumisrael** · #4 10th January 2008, 04:51 AM

Isn't her name natsuki? though on a different place I saw mika john or something, have no idea...

KuroixShiroi_Namida · #5 10th January 2008, 04:55 AM

I like her hand writing XD! Seriously i write so fugly.

rikku411 · #6 10th January 2008, 04:56 AM

I can't remember her name, so I don't want to say the wrong thing, but both that message at the end and untitled ~for her~ is dedicated to this woman.

She's not Ayu's biological sister, but a very very good friend of Ayu (so Ayu considers her a sister). Anyway, she passed away as Ayu was recording...

Her cause of death has not been officially mentioned, and I wouldn't be too optimistic about ever really finding out, it is personal after all.

SS_Macka · #7 10th January 2008, 05:08 AM

yeh i thought so.. i guess i got confused when i hear "older sister". comming from a taiwan background i should kno that japanese and chinese do call sum of their friends "sisters" or brothers as the case might b...

but ok thats given me a betta understanding at least heh.

and yeh i thought her name was natsuki too.. i wasnt sure..

but yeh i was jus curious bout it thats all, but yeh i also thought ayu was the only child but then in one of the threads in the news section bout her ear said older sister? ah well at least its cleared me up now.

baka-ranger · #8 10th January 2008, 05:53 AM

LMFAO yeah its natsuki I had a brain collapsing moment sorry T__T

AyUmIXx · #9 10th January 2008, 06:17 AM

i've never seen that Natsuki with Ayu as much as i saw Ayu with Mika john...
i thought that Mika John has always been Ayu's the only best friend..
to my surprise, there was another woman.. nvr heard of Ayu talked about that woman before..

*anyway, Ayu's handwriting is pretty.. not bad*

CHE.R.RY · #10 10th January 2008, 06:19 AM

I am so confused! I thought it was to Ayu's older sister...????

AyUmIXx · #11 10th January 2008, 06:37 AM

no she's not ayu's older sister just Ayu refers her as her older sister because their relationship has already been so close like real sisters..

CHE.R.RY · #12 10th January 2008, 10:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AyUmIXx

no she's not ayu's older sister just Ayu refers her as her older sister because their relationship has already been so close like real sisters..

Wow I never knew that

I learn something new about Ayu everyday xD!
Well thanx for clearing things up!

SheFliesHigher · #13 10th January 2008, 11:17 PM

It's not confirmed that the dead person is Natsuki....in fact, I have seen no proof that that woman is even dead. I mean, it's a good theory, but I don't think people should start saying things as if they were fact if they don't know for sure

Diana · #14 10th January 2008, 11:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by KuroixShiroi_Namida

I like her hand writing XD! Seriously i write so fugly.

LOL the same x3

Yeh, it`s dedicated to her friend, they were probably close. Japanese like to call best friends older sisters (onee-chan/-san/-sama) and so....(or something like that, dunno how to explain :/) So probably of that you confused it? ^^" Anyway, I love that song~ You can tell it`s not just random song.. So touching. I cried few times

truehappiness · #15 10th January 2008, 11:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SheFliesHigher

It's not confirmed that the dead person is Natsuki....in fact, I have seen no proof that that woman is even dead. I mean, it's a good theory, but I don't think people should start saying things as if they were fact if they don't know for sure

Who else? :/

We know it's a girl, and we know she's born in 1976. And she had to have been incredibly close to Ayu to affect her in such a way.

There's no one else around Ayu that fits the bill :/

sora2522 · #16 11th January 2008, 02:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SheFliesHigher

I have seen no proof that that woman is even dead.

i thought it was already confirmed? =\

My Rainbow · #17 11th January 2008, 03:09 AM

Prooved or not It is sure that somebody (a woman) has died or something, otherwise she wouldn't have written that in the album booket...

AyUmIXx · #18 11th January 2008, 08:15 AM

yea, there's someone who closed to Ayu has died...

s1012h · #19 3rd February 2008, 11:27 PM

i think untitled ~for her~ is the best ballad i've heard from her in forever
it's the perfect length, and i like these piano/orchestrated ballads that are grandiose

tehxiinae · #20 4th February 2008, 12:39 AM

it is highly supposed that Natsuki committed suicide. In case it hasn't been mentioned here yet. No proof, but suspected to be what happened. It's very sad and I don't like talking about it

such personal matters.