Ayu's Diary entry 22/09/2009 - secret to be announced?

[love in music]

By super-express mail ...
22-09-2009 01h47

Here is what I come! ! ! ! ! ! !
Yes, from Satsuki chan ♡



Here is the side facing ♡



She changed the face of my phone, which had been release in autumn-winter version ♡
I was a little upset these days with something very private, Satsuki chan, in perfect timing, sent me this hope that shines with all its lights!
And little zoom on the message that accompanied ...



"Go go until Fukuoka!"
Yes.
By the end of the Silver Week (succession of holidays in Japan in September), something that was kept secret will be officially announced, so I can not say too much until then ...
Sarsuki chan, you and all of its staff, which you have worked for me without even count your work hours and taking on your sleep ... ♡
You can be you too hopeful! ! ! ! ! !

Say, you can forget you dream a little
You know, you know that miracles do not exist ...

credit goes to ayuangel.com

[untitledforayu]

I'm getting a bit sick of seeing her sparkly stuff all the time...

Those last 2 lines are very nice though, I love it when she gets philosophical!

EDIT: Lol, i just noticed the secret thing...I'm intrigued
thanks id!

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

Originally Posted by untitledforayu

I'm getting a bit sick of seeing her sparkly stuff all the time...

LOL

[kiseki89]

GOlden weekend uh~
I wonder if the secret is album related or ?

[PEARL]

omg a secret!!!!!

[Linza-mo]

wow you're so fast for this message

Well, I can't wait to know this secret ! =)

[love in music]

guys.. there is a new update at ayuangel.com with a new entry she posted.. but i cannot understand a lot of it when i just put it in crappy google translate.. i really hope someone else can translate it because from what i can make out it's NOT a positive entry and i'm getting really scared/worried

[greenteadrinker]

she also mentioned that she was upset about something recently... must be all those nasty rumors flying around

I wonder what secret? Maybe it's that "big decision" she said she made a couple months back.

Edit:
I just read the entry on ayuangel. She's very depressed about something, she doesn't say exactly what though.

[truehappiness]

It looks like that entry's a touching one, but I don't think it's anything to worry about. It looks more like she's venting more than anything..

[freedreamer]

O.O..the silver week ends today. 19th Sept to 23rd

cant wait!!

[Linza-mo]

guys.. there is a new update at ayuangel.com with a new entry she posted.. but i cannot understand a lot of it when i just put it in crappy google translate.. i really hope someone else can translate it because from what i can make out it's NOT a positive entry and i'm getting really scared/worried

don't worry, her latest message is a kind of confession about her real feeling, she write that everyday she control her feeling for to seem strong but sometimes she wants to be "normal", cry when she wants... about love She says that she doesn't know how to get out of darkness.

I'm sorry I haven't enough time to translate it, but it's very interesting, I hope a member of AHS will can do it !

[love in music]

Originally Posted by Linza-mo

don't worry, her latest message is a kind of confession about her real feeling, she write that everyday she control her feeling for to seem strong but sometimes she wants to be "normal", cry when she wants... about love She says that she doesn't know how to get out of darkness.

I'm sorry I haven't enough time to translate it, but it's very interesting, I hope a member of AHS will can do it !

oh, thank you for the summary. i do feel bad for her.

[Tasked]

Ok.. English reproduction of all 200-something past songs, show yourself Well, lets hope it's a positive secret

[KarenPang]

omg her pressie's so nice

I wish my handphone was as 'out there' as hers er I mean attention seeking in a good way

[Aderianu]

I'm dying to know that she keep in secret

but I think it's new single

[glowlydays]

so this deep, personal message is that "secret"?

thanks for translation ^^

[truehappiness]

I don't think so. It was posted a day before Silver Week ended, the morning on the 22nd. Ayu doesn't seem to sleep much when she doesn't have work to do, haha.

[Ayumiko]

ok that secret thing is scaring me. I hope its not something bad.

[Linza-mo]

so this deep, personal message is that "secret"?

I don't think either, is just the her message after the one about secret, but there havn't link ! =)

you're welcome identity, but don't feel bad for her, it's human to have this kind of sadness (especially during the night ne~ ?), and I think if she could write it on the TA is that it is not very serious and dangerous even if it's bad for her :s

[love in music]

Originally Posted by Linza-mo

I don't think either, is just the her message after the one about secret, but there havn't link ! =)

you're welcome identity, but don't feel bad for her, it's human to have this kind of sadness (especially during the night ne~ ?), and I think if she could write it on the TA is that it is not very serious and dangerous even if it's bad for her :s

yeah, i know. i'm just so used to reading entries where she seems really happy and excited. it always makes me sad to read about her feeling depressed. i always wish the best for her.