About A Song for XX

[wyien]

Whenever I feel despair or pressed, or simply down, there's no doubt I'll immediately turn over to the song. The tune matches perfectly and sometimes the words too, though I don't understand the true emotions and depth of this song and am trying to.
WOW. Thanks Aga-chan for explaining! XD Erm, I think Ayu can't rly explain or perfectly describe the pain and emotions of ASFXX but only describe the scenerio, like the intense pain she feels whenever 'they praise her of being strong'.
I've been doing some searches and a good source is masa.
Anyway, one thing I may say is that one time I was watching this investigative show about kidnappings and one specific kidnapping case features an abused child, who was abused by her kidnapper and later abducted by him. Throughout the entire show I was just mumbling and mumbling about how strong the victim is and how strong she is esp in holding back her tears. Then, as I literally went on and on, I remember: 'They always say I'm a strong girl, even praised me as great as I didn't cry.' And I was shocked.
Yes, I still don't understand the song and am dying to! XD That's one example Ayu probably went through and instead of saying things Ayu would like to hear (during that time, probably) her admirers simply said things that added on to her hurt. So yea.
ASFXX FC!