What would you be like without ayu?

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What do you think you'd be like if you hadn't discovered ayu? I know that before I discovered her, my life was a mess. My mom & sister had passed away on my birthday and of course I was more than depressed. I was left with my dad and well, he wasn't really the nicest person ever. I'm not sure I'll ever be able to fully recover from what he did to me. But anyway, listening to her music and lyrics helped me so much during that time. I think that without that, I wouldn't be able to be here today, or I'd be a pretty sad and messed up person. Listening to her music makes me happy and feel more positive in my life and able to accomplish more things. Without some of her songs I would not have the courage to do things that have helped better my life.

So, what would YOU be like without ayu?