ayu's DIARY entries for 7/5/09

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After this,
2009/07/05 12:28 AM | ayu

There'll be a Today's Photo uploaded of my arrival at Haneda Airport
after the recent shows in Osaka.☆
As usual, there were so many of your sparkling smiling faces☆

For various reasons, I can't seem to get back to my usual self today.
I've become a lost child....
I don't know where to go.
It seems I've lost sight of it.... (v_v)
Maybe I'll get my usual smile back tomorrow.
What if it doesn't come back?
Come back!!!
Just for today, I give up.
I feel alone in this.

It's true!!
2009/07/05 4:35 AM | ayu

If it's all the same, I'd rather laugh than cry! ♪
I myself said that.*
I read so many messages from everyone, and it helped me realize that.
It hit me like a flash of bright light.
Trouble's been brewing lately.
Maybe with recording... maybe with concerts...
Why am I so worried about this sort of thing? I'm attacking all my obstacles.
So, it seems I was just getting tired.
So I couldn't see the most pure & special things, but they're visible now.

I'll never be defeated.
I will absolutely not run away.

Everyone, thank you....

LOVE is ALL...

credit: Delirium-Zer0

This morning
2009/07/05 14:25 | ayu

I've slept in the sofa, and still,
Chon-san have pain in the body.

And, though I was sleeping on the sofa, this way and not sitting,
I slept with my back in the position of a Ninja.

Wow...

I came from work right now.

Oh, today is the last day of dance rehearsals for the PV,
in the studio, before going to shoot.

The choreography of Sunrise was created by ZIN-san
and Sunset one, by Maro-chan ♪

credit: walking.proud