Did Ayu Really Apologize for her performance on Best Artist?

[IYFreak]

I saw this on あらま!:

Ayumi Hamasaki apologizes for evolution performance at Best Artist 2009


Ayumi Hamasaki apologizes for her evolution performance at Best Artist 2009 in a message posted in her fanclub. Here is the translation of that entry.

"For me as a singer, today's evolution was for me my personal worst.
There is no excuse. At any rate, it's mortifying. I'm sorry.
It seems like I've still got a lot to work on. I've really got to pull it together."

source: dillpops @ http://jpopmusic.com/forums/ for the translation and ayu's fanclub