does Ayumi have a real myspace or youtube account

[ayutrancefan]

This might be over used but I want to know if she has this for real right now cause every time I send her a message she never replies I want to know why its not fair for me to write and she does not type back I've been waiting for 1 plus year's now, seriously you would think that a person who is a star would find a way to make time for their fans online. I did read her short messages a long time ago now I dont even get that, whats the use of being a fan if the star does not reply. I am one step closer to not being an Ayu fan I liked her realy I did but if one of you fans can come up with a good reason as to why she is not replying then all my beliefs will come back buf for now I am very confused and frustrated.