Someone else..?

[Mirrorcle Monster]

Well, I recently came across some feelings about ayu and i needed to share them with some ayufans.
When I discoved Ayu I was seriously blown away. She was just perfect to me. I loved how she changed her style for every era, her shocking performances and music videos. And her songs were just epic too. Even if she wasnt releasing something I would always listen to many and many classic songs everyday. But recently I rarely listen to Ayu. There are times when I suddenly feel like listening a song over and over (recently In The Corner) but its not the same as two years ago. Somehow I feel like Ayu is confused about her identity. Sometimes she seems to want to be more simple and "human" (Power of Music/"Life" on Music Station). But other times she is like more diva than ever (specially when Leslie and Ryan are around). I like Ayu acting as a Queen, it is not something that bothers me, and probably it doesnt have anything to do with the fact that I am not as "ayufan" as I was (dont know if this is exactly correct). But I would like to know if it also happened to some of you and if you guys re-discovered your love for ayu after some time passed. About Party Queen, I like the album a lot, and I think I love all the songs.