Is Ayu looking for someone?

[Afreek]

I no this sounds RRREEEAAAALLLLLLLLYYYY stupid and all,i already know it sounds really dumb,but i have this really big and weird feeling Ayu might be looking for someone.Someone she use to like alot and might have passed on or something.not like her grandma or dad or anything like that but some one she really loved.in some of her song it says it (but its most likely just a song) but some song like the song who,LOVE ~refrain~,HANABI number 1 and number 2,no way to say,and a whole lot more songs.i think Ayu might be trying to contact someone she use to love.i think Ayu might belive in reincarnation (i know there have been people arguing on this web site about what religion she is and all but this is what i think she belives in)its a provin fact that a large amount of Japanese people are Shinto and Buddist and if i know buddists (which i do because i have studyed it for a long time) then you are reincarnated then you get reborned as someone else at another time and another place.in the song ,who, it says she hopes the songs that she have been singing gets to the person that she loved who has been reborned to another place.and in her song LOVE~refrain~ it says something about a difference in time and if you become reborned you would be reborned to a different age from Ayu.Its most likely one of my day dreaming about Ayu gone crazy but this is what i think might be going on.i know its a compleatly crazy idea but i needed to hear what other people think.and please dont throw this thread in the trash or anything i want to hear what everyone thinks about what i had to say please just think about it and then post.you guys have no idea how hard it was for me to say all this