i need KOTOKO lyrics translated

I've translated two of her songs, "Re-sublimity" and "agony." I can't really find other lyrics to translate. But I'll post those two up.

Her lyrics are really really hard to understand sometimes. She uses a lot of strange words, but once you manage to wrap your mind around the thoughts, they're really beautiful.


Re-sublimity

遥かにそっと揺らめく憂い　葛藤の記憶に動かされ
目蓋にずっと張り付く白い絶叫に凍えた

沈む月の迷い
存在は確かに　今ここに
待っているのは
涙などもう流さない
ただ抱き合える瞬間

言えない…　聞けない…　見えない…　幻だけ
時の向こう側へと流されて　迷い子になる　許せぬ願い
声だけ…　指だけ…　近付く温度だけ…
届かぬ思いが　千切られて夜風を染める

そこはきっとまやかしと偶像だって気が付いてた
それなのに深い雑草の中　甘い実ふっと身を委ねた

登る太陽の迷い
偶然は秘かに仕組まれた
いっそ必然
目の前に今晒された
不覚に歪む感情

泣けない…　越せない…　解らない…　結末など
何処へ行こうとも　ただ君だけを護りたくて　逆らっている
今だけ…　過去だけ…　つぐなう未来だけ
救えるのならば　涸れ果てて消えてもいいと

言えない…　聞けない…　見えない…　幻だけ
時の向こう側へと流されて　迷い子になる　許せぬ願い
声だけ…　指だけ…　近付く温度だけ…
届かぬ思いが　千切られて夜風を染める
涸れ果てて消えてもいいと
君だけの光になると


Haruka ni sotto yurameku urei kattou no kioku ni ugokasare
Mabuta ni zutto haritsuku shiroi zekkyou ni kogoeta

Shizumu tsuki no mayoi
Sonzai wa tashika ni ima koko ni
Matte iru no wa
Namida nado mou nagasagai
Tada dakiaeru shunkan

Ienai... kikenai... mienai... maboroshi dake
Toki no mukou gawa e to nagasarete mayoigo ni naru yurusenu negai
Koe dake... yubi dake... chikadzuku ondo dake...
Todokanu omoi ga chigirarete yokaze wo someru

Soko wa kitto mayakashi to guuzou datte ki ga tsuiteta
Sore na no ni fukai zassou no naka amai mi futto mi wo yudaneta

Noboru taiyou no mayoi
Guuzen wa hisoka ni shikumareta
Isso hitsuzen
Me no mae ni ima sarasareta
Fukaku ni yugamu kanjou

Nakenai... kosenai... wakaranai... ketsumatsu nado
Doko e yukou to mo tada kimi dake wo mamoritakute sakaratte iru
Ima dake... kako dake... tsugunau mirai dake
Sukueru no naraba karehatete kiete mo ii to

Ienai... kikenai... mienai... maboroshi dake
Toki no mukou gawa e to nagasarete mayoigo ni naru yurusenu negai
Koe dake... yubi dake... chikadzuku ondo dake...
Todokanu omoi ga chigirarete yokaze wo someru
Karehatete kiete mo ii to
Kimi dake no hikari ni naru to


Sorrow flickers from afar. I was moved by the memory of conflict,
And frozen by the white scream always stuck to my eyelids.

The confusion of the sinking moon
Is surely present here.
What I'm waiting for
Is just the moment that we can hold eachother
And I will shed tears no more.

It's only an unspeakable... inaudible... invisible illusion
I'm drained toward the other side of time and get lost. It's an unforgivable wish.
Only your voice... only your touch... only your body heat... *
My unreaching thoughts are cut up and color the night wind.

I realized that place was surely a made-up image.
But still, deep in the weeds, I suddenly gave in to the sweet truth.

The confusion of the rising sun...
A chance was secretly devised.
I'd rather it happen on its own.
Exposed now before my eyes is
Senselessly distorted emotion.

A result that I can't cry about... that I can't get over... that I don't understand...
Wherever I may go it's only you I want to protect. I'm defying.
Only the present... only the past... only the redeeming future...
If I can save them, I don't mind drying up and disappearing.

It's only an unspeakable... inaudible... invisible illusion
I'm drained toward the other side of time and get lost. It's an unforgivable wish.
Only your voice... only your touch... only your body heat...
My unreaching thoughts are cut up and color the night wind.
I don't mind drying up and disappearing
If I become only your light.

* "chikadzuku ondo" means "the temperature of [you/use] getting closer". I smooshed that into "body heat".