[Blog] Ayu announces separation from Tyson

[Chris85]

Sad, but it happens all the time. It makes me wonder if her next boyfriend is a foreigner too.

[susiowong]

^ She might never. And that's fine. Not everybody needs a "soulmate" or "forever love." In fact, I think that's pretty rare.

[jbrat2219]

Originally Posted by //ABEST

it seems that Tyson was the one who kept her in the good path, without him she seems to be all over the place and kinda messy drug queen so far (Leslie Kee stuff) sad to see her go from perfection to this low state of mind

Seriously! She seemed to be in such a great place and I'm worried she'll make some "mistakes" that fans won't approve of and further ridicule her about. I honestly get really sad when fans go in on her for the mildest shit. I mean she could be like some stars and have serious issues that causes a real fall from grace but other than a little TMI twitter posts and the grass eater boyfriend, what harm has she really done?

[Chibi-Chan]

Originally Posted by susiowong

^ She might never. And that's fine. Not everybody needs a "soulmate" or "forever love." In fact, I think that's pretty rare.

This. And nothing wrong with never meeting your "forever". I'm pretty satisfied when I 'm having great friends and an occupation I love.

[Andrenekoi]

Originally Posted by jbrat2219

Seriously! She seemed to be in such a great place and I'm worried she'll make some "mistakes" that fans won't approve of and further ridicule her about. I honestly get really sad when fans go in on her for the mildest shit. I mean she could be like some stars and have serious issues that causes a real fall from grace but other than a little TMI twitter posts and the grass eater boyfriend, what harm has she really done?

There some people that even compare her with Britney Spears during her breakdown (when her situation was so critical newspaper had her obituary already written) because she dated a douche here and released some song they didn't like there.

[koumori]

To be honest, we have no idea what really caused Ayu's darker period of feeling alone (circa Party Queen onwards) and so on. We can assume this or that but anything could have been going on. With that in mind, there's honestly no proof that Tyson is what 'caused' her to be more stable in her public image, I think that was Ayu herself adjusting what she shared based off everything that happened during her past two relationships. There's no need to assume that without a man she'll suddenly dissolve - I don't think Tyson was the one advising her on what she should or shouldn't do.

[Chibi-Chan]

^I think this is a very good point actually.
If you ask me, I think she simply noticed that she needed to adjust her public image and since she is Hamasaki Ayumi, there are probably a ton of people behind the scene who are working on this. I don't think a young student gave her that much advice.

[oaristos]

Well, as long as she is genuinely happy, I don't care if she spends years alone of if she has a significant other. To be honest, I only hope that Tyson's influence on fitness and healthy lifestyle inspired Ayu enough for her to keep living like that from now on. She's been looking prettier and healthier than ever and that's great (especially for her!).

[Yannetakizawa]

I'm sorry, i can't translate, but someone said that it is the MC in Sapporo.
i don't understand... but it's about divorce

昨年のＴＡツアー、ずっと待っててくれたのに、来れなくてごめんなさい。

待っててくれてありがとう。

やっと、こうしてみんなにやっと会えることが出来てすごくうれしいです。

いろんなところからいろんな情報が入ってきたりして、私のことをきっと心配してたり、何でだろうと悲しんで くれる人もいるかもしれない。

何が本当かなと思ったりもするかもしれないけど、私は『TODAY 』でも歌ってますけど、一度自分で悪い選択をして、みんなを傷付けたりしたことがあったので、怒られないよ うにとか、がっかりさせない様にとか、楽しそうに幸せそうに生きてなきゃいけない。

そんな気がしていて。（涙声で）私、幸せじゃないなって、歌ってるときは違うけど、家に帰って思うことがあ っても、これは、私が誰にも言わなければいいことで、またそんな事を言って騒ぎを起こして、みんなを悲しま せたり、驚かせちゃいけないって思ってきたんですけど。

なんか、それは違うんじゃないかと、なんで急に思ったのか分からないけど、なんか違うなと思っ て。

私が、本当に幸せで、本当の笑顔を見せないと、世間は、外の人達はいいけど、ＴＡにはバレるなと思って、こ ういう選択をしました。

また、引き続き、外の人達は、いろいろあることない事、言うと思いますが、どうか、みんな心配したり、傷付 いたり、悲しんだりしないで下さい。

（笑顔で）私は、ご覧の通り、めっちゃ今日楽しかったし、めっちゃ元気で、めっちゃ幸せです！ ！

また、一座全員で、北海道に戻ってくるけん、みんな、それまでは笑顔でおってねー！！

ありがとうございましたー！！

[tenshi no hane]

^ (the source)

She thanks everyone for having waited for her (probably because she had to cancel last time) and she's happy to see everyone.

She says we may be worried about her due to stuff that's being said.

In the past, she thought she had to always put on a smile and hide her sadness because otherwise it would cause a fuss and worry others. But she suddenly realised that's wrong.

また、引き続き、外の人達は、いろいろあることない事、言うと思いますが、どうか、みんな心配 したり、傷付 いたり、悲しんだりしないで下さい。 私は、ご覧の通り、めっちゃ今日楽しかったし、めっちゃ元気で、めっちゃ幸せです！ ！

"Outsiders will continue to say various things - things that are true and things that aren't true - but, please don't feel worried, hurt or sad for me. I had lots of fun today, as you can see. I'm really happy!"

[Yannetakizawa]

Originally Posted by tenshi no hane

^ (the source)

She thanks everyone for having waited for her (probably because she had to cancel last time) and she's happy to see everyone.

She says we may be worried about her due to stuff that's being said.

In the past, she thought she had to always put on a smile and hide her sadness because otherwise it would cause a fuss and worry others. But she suddenly realised that's wrong.

また、引き続き、外の人達は、いろいろあることない事、言うと思いますが、どうか、みんな心配 したり、傷付 いたり、悲しんだりしないで下さい。 私は、ご覧の通り、めっちゃ今日楽しかったし、めっちゃ元気で、めっちゃ幸せです！ ！

"Outsiders will continue to say various things - things that are true and things that aren't true - but, please don't feel worried, hurt or sad for me. I had lots of fun today, as you can see. I'm really happy!"

Thk U!!! Tenshi *-* you are badass

[EndOfTheWorld]

I feel reassured by Ayu saying that.
Thanks for the translation.

[pedronekoi]

Originally Posted by tenshi no hane

In the past, she thought she had to always put on a smile and hide her sadness because otherwise it would cause a fuss and worry others. But she suddenly realised that's wrong.

"Outsiders will continue to say various things - things that are true and things that aren't true - but, please don't feel worried, hurt or sad for me. I had lots of fun today, as you can see. I'm really happy!"

It's so hard to live this way. I can relate to Ayu in that aspect, I tend to not tell people when I fell hurt and sad because I don't want to worry them. Glad that she can now live with her head up and with no weight on her back. I'll be always rooting for her happiness. <3

[douggn]

Originally Posted by rusuke

Why does Ayu haven't met her forever, yet?

Her fame and avex work
As she says what the public see of her and ture ayu are different, as we know the idol ayu but not the person ayumi. I think sometimes it would be hard for her to get people to see her as ayumi, not ayu

[Yannetakizawa]

新しく生まれ変わった私は前よりもずっと強くなったんだとあなたは言った。そうであるよう歩い て行くよ。
A brand new reborn, Stronger than before! Right?

She'll be fine... According to his last message, right?

[AyuFan2008]

Maybe this keeps happening because Ayu is really fond of magnums...

Sorry, i just had to tell that joke

[Maemi]

Originally Posted by //ABEST

it seems that Tyson was the one who kept her in the good path, without him she seems to be all over the place and kinda messy drug queen so far (Leslie Kee stuff) sad to see her go from perfection to this low state of mind

Are you talking about the photoshooting?

[a❤martian]

I'm thinking Party Queen ~Part 2~. She gets a divorce while at the same time reuniting with Leslie. I'm sure Timmy will be there too.

[melissalove]

Oh no ayu again?? Lord have mercy.

[AyuFan2008]

Sometimes I wonder if Ayu is gay and these are marriages of convenience like they used to do years ago. I know it sounds a bit far fetched but it has crossed my mind several times.