Sorry ! Ayu Problem

[LEOyumi]

I think she cries because she remembers something that happened with her, or maybe with a friend o.O or she just gets touched by her songs.. Just like I do XD

[ZeroS]

I can understand that she cry when she sings .I often get the feeling to cry when I hear Ayus songs and others that are so wonderfull

[hanabiwings]

Ayu having no dreams, I think, stems from who she is. She has had many disappointments in her life and she was raised in a rather unorthodox fashion. She had certain expectations and so on when she was young and surely felt the weight of them.

I think when she says "I have no dreams" and says "I am a dream," she is talking about how she tries not to have frivilous aims in life. She doesn't expect anything. She has no expectations for the future, but she has things for which she prays. And, as she said in WE WISH, what you expect and what you wish for are different things.

People have told me that they don't dream anymore after being disappointed. They don't want to get their hopes up anymore. So they pray for things, they wish, they hope. But they haveno expectations because it is too painful

[ZeroS]

I want to wrote somthin but I think Ayu did not think so much of it

[Whit3FoX]

eh................. i dun have any comment... i hate to say dream wouldn't come.. make me feel like even my great dream wouldn't come true in te future .......

[silentscreamer]

oh i remember something like that .. she said she doesn't dream because she feels she IS a dream ..

something along those lines? maybe? someone correct me ..

i think its really hard to understand how these megastars exactly feel ...

[Ley-A_yumi]

I think she's real!!! Look!! Her father has left her with her mom since she was a child... and then, she not find her husband yet... we look her like a princess, like a happy people, like a perfect people. but we never know about her feelings. is she feeling lonely? you can see in her lyrics... I think she's real...

[Neo Daydream]

did you read the TIME interview? cuz in that she said "i have no dreams. how can i? i myself am a dream." (or sumthin like that) she meant (i think) that she has a certain responsibility as a singer and role model and celebrity to be everyone else's dreams for them... maybe that's her dream, to realize other ppl's dreams... maybe she has no dream b/c she's living her dream *shrugs* that's what i gather...

[ZeroS]

Its a long Time ago when i post this in moment I think Ayu have a big problem someone must be pass away or something like that .becouse Ayu cut her hair and looks more sad that i ever seen her .You don't need to believe me .I am not shure ,too.I just can it for shure when i saw the newest videos of her .So wait and see ......

[LX DAI]

Her cries are fake for that part of this thread. When she recorded for her herCD, Who... do you think she broke down in tears doing that? You think that everytime she sings Who... she just has to cry and that oh it's so sad? Tear glands are the keys of true crying. When your eyes get all dark like your tired, your glands red from being swelled and eyes are red from holing in tears or letting them go, that's real tears. Ayumi on the other hand, only her glands swell a little, thn she smiles and laughs 2 sec later. What's up with that?

"Oh I'll cry now, make the audience go nuts, then brush them offl ike nothing" cuz that's exactly what she does. It's a manipulation technique, but hey, you don't ave to believe me fori t, if seeing her cry at concerts make you lik her more than by all means ignore me. But like I said before, concert is rehearsed a million times over to be near perfect, I don't think that the audience has THAT much influenc to make her cry every time. She is an entertainer and entertainers do whateve means to do what they are suppose to.

Why doesn't she cry to Rainbow? Or Evolution? Can't those be seen as sad songs? Just because Evolution has a jumpy beat to it, doesn't change the depth of the lyrics. I mean really, what differentiates one sorrow filled song with another? Or one song about love verus another? The beat? The bgm? Think if they made Who... a more up paced song and happier bgm, think she'd still cry singing it?

[Ryoko]

I think she wasn't talking about dreams that you have (as in sleep) for goals for the future.

I can understand her point of view, but I can't quite explain it.

[ZeroS]

I never thought that she talked about her dreams at night .I just thought about the future of Ayu .I think Ayu is sometimes very lonly so it could be that she had problems i know it .I am sometimes sad too ,becouse of everything and i think sometimes Ayu want to show a little of her feelings to her Fans ,too.