How much do you love Ayumi Hamasaki?

[~Amy~]

Well I was walking with one my friends and we were talking about jpop and she has a japanese channel and she was telling me that she saw Ayumi singing on a show for new years and that she won but she didn't udnerstand why people liked her so much because she sang so bad and I told her that Ayu went deaf in her left ear so that's why she was probably singing so bad... then I just kept going on and on talking about Ayumi lol I told her about Dome Tour and that that is what probably made her lose her hearing... and it made me think about when I first started listening to Ayumi and how much I really kinda fell in love with her. ^_^ It made me realize how much I really do love Ayumi and how much she has inspiried me. Ayu really cares about her fans so much and that's one of the things that makes me like her so much. And for her to continue singing even with her left ear deaf I think that really shows how much she loves her fans and sometimes I think that she loves her fans a little too much lol because it makes me wonder about her personal life... however I'm really glad she plans on singing for a long time because I would love to go to one of her concert/tour performances someday... I just thought I would share this, lol I guess this was a nice way to flashback on how I came across Ayumi with it being her 10th Annevisary and all. Another thing It odl my friend was that I never realized how many "#1's" Ayu had until GUITLY got #2...
Anyway yeah I LOVE Ayumi! ^_^
Sorry if this thread kinda doesn't make any sense but I guess the question is "What makes you love Ayumi Hamasaki so much?"