Ayu's Diary Entry 22-9-09 (2nd entry) - Page 2

***ImpactBreaker*** · #21 23rd September 2009, 11:13 PM

It sounds the complete opposite from what it originally seemed to be LOL She isn't really that much in despair, I actually think she's saying she matured. The TA help her bank account become fatter, so no wonder she gets happy with them!!!! I'd really be happy as well if I were to get paid TO receive encouraging messages

And definitely she wouldn't ever trade all her LV and Dolce & Gabanna to become some 'common' girl with a 'love'

I wouldn't

Don't be weak ayu!!!!

Bigtop · #22 23rd September 2009, 11:51 PM

I'm just wondering what she is going to do next...

And it better not be a retirement and/or break from music career - like Ayaka does...

love in music · #23 24th September 2009, 12:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Bigtop

I'm just wondering what she is going to do next...

And it better not be a retirement and/or break from music career - like Ayaka does...

we don't have to worry about that, because from an entry she posted a few months ago she said this in response to the TA's questions:

"ARE YOU RETIRING?!
This would be a big decision too, wouldn't it~?
But that's not it!!!!! If I stopped singing, I wouldn't have anything."

Bigtop · #24 24th September 2009, 12:19 AM

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Originally Posted by identity

we don't have to worry about that, because from an entry she posted a few months ago she said this in response to the TA's questions:

"ARE YOU RETIRING?!
This would be a big decision too, wouldn't it~?
But that's not it!!!!! If I stopped singing, I wouldn't have anything."

I think, however, it's not guaranteed, and maybe things could break at any time...

**ayumisrael** · #25 24th September 2009, 12:29 AM

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Originally Posted by ImpactBreaker

It sounds the complete opposite from what it originally seemed to be LOL She isn't really that much in despair, I actually think she's saying she matured. The TA help her bank account become fatter, so no wonder she gets happy with them!!!! I'd really be happy as well if I were to get paid TO receive encouraging messages

And definitely she wouldn't ever trade all her LV and Dolce & Gabanna to become some 'common' girl with a 'love'

I wouldn't

Don't be weak ayu!!!!

At some point you get tired of just that though.
Maybe she came to that conclusion. She (and non of us) get younger by the time.
If she wouldn't have the TA/fans aka work then she would do nothing piled by shoes and bags doing nothing going empty, so it's just natural for ayu to stay with the better she has. xD

I would act like you suggested

But yeah I would still like to at least share it with someone (lover).

(AYU)Marionette · #26 24th September 2009, 01:25 AM

I think she would get married(my wish)

I wish her happiness

AyuGAME · #27 24th September 2009, 02:33 AM

hmm...i'm not so clear about the message

TeddyGrahams · #28 24th September 2009, 03:01 AM

Oh she's just emoing about her life~ Awww no life anymore

But yeah thanks for the clear versions guys, it really cleared things up a bit. But anyhow, I feel bad for ayu now

SunshineSlayer · #29 24th September 2009, 03:01 AM

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Originally Posted by Bigtop

I think, however, it's not guaranteed, and maybe things could break at any time...

Or she could simply take a break for a while. It doesn't necessarily have to mean total retirement.

shannon-nonnahs · #30 24th September 2009, 04:30 AM

After reading her message, I felt rather sad for her (even though she's letting out her emo-ness). Hopefully the fan messages at TA will cheer her up! (:

Hope something good will happen to Ayu soon, to chase away all the emo-ness! (:

waterballoon · #31 24th September 2009, 04:31 AM

Why do I feel like she got haunted by her past with Nagase and thus is... emoing or something? lol, but it's good to know she receives so much support from the fans and all~

freedreamer · #32 24th September 2009, 04:50 AM

:3 ... Ayu is lonely and sad. BUT WE LOVE HER!!!

pchan1986 · #33 24th September 2009, 05:14 AM

ayumi wants a normal life just like everyone else T-T i feel for her and i hope she finds that someone and one day settles down. SHE DESERVES IT. but until then we'll be here to cheer her up. if shes still in vegas ima go there to give her a hug ^o^

Bigtop · #34 24th September 2009, 05:22 AM

Maybe this might be her time to get some rest for a while, and maybe try to calm herself down; she's almost 31 right now...

Crystal_Ageha · #35 24th September 2009, 05:40 AM

How depressing.

I hope she finds somebody soon...

Bigtop · #36 24th September 2009, 05:45 AM

Have we really received any word yet on this situation?

mobius · #37 24th September 2009, 06:32 AM

She needs a long vacation. I can understand what she goes thru in this entry cause I'm in the same boat.

lee2307 · #38 24th September 2009, 07:24 AM

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Even so, I didn't understand why I should cry when I was sad. In pretending to be strong, it didn't matter how well things were going for me. I was still sad.

This is just so sad

It seems like she is unable to be herself all along and had endured it for 11 years with the support of her fans

This is the secret? Or something related to the secret?

Delirium-Zer0 · #39 24th September 2009, 07:26 AM

I just did my own translation of the post where she MENTIONS the secret, and honestly, it sounds like it's something she's done with Satsuki that she's announcing, some sort of collaboration with her. It's not a MAJOR secret, just something like release news where all the details aren't finalized yet.

So.... everyone needs to stop stressing over the secret now.

pommy48 · #40 24th September 2009, 07:28 AM

^ so just what is satsuki's job? deco? @_@