Which Ayu lyrics reflect you now and why? (optional)

[koumori]

The wind is cold
I'm in tears now
Now I know it's not me alone
Who feel the cold
But seems too late

What is getting little by little farther by the distance?
Do I forget little by little as time passes by?

Good-bye, you'll never fade in my memory
I didn't even say good-bye to you clearly
It's over

- - Over

There is not a day
On which I recall you

Because I have never
Forgotten you

I want to see you
I want to see you

I don't know what to do
As you are smiling so tenderly only just in my memory

- - Hanabi

Sometimes
We make
Terrible mistakes

And then while
We come to overlook a little
Like onlookers

* We start to walk
As if nothing had happened apparently
But I remember today
That the fighting never ends

Maybe everyone did so to protect love

- - Forgiveness

[truehappiness]

I've come to be able to smile
Even when I feel no fun
I wonder if I have changed
--Heartplace

It is too easy to change from one extreme to another.

[jkm444]

These parts reflect me..
The old wound left on me
Begins to ache
I hide my trembling heart again
And pretend to smile

Even in my age now, I'm the same as before
As timid as before
I only learn how to pretend to be strong

Little by little, I've come to realize
That my past never heals
And that it's no use
Fearing the future I can't refuse

How much more courage do I need
To say with my head held high
"This is the only important thing to me?"
-No way to say

[zyoeru]

There were,
Only a few things,
Truly important and necessary,
And the rest were just decorations.

They might have been like,
The armour,
To protect myself from everything.

If you are afraid of change,
Watch me from a distance,
Whether I may or not do something,
I am talked about behind my back.
Let it be.
-Alterna

[Lanz16]

At this moment:

However far I escape, I can't have a clean escape
How far does my past chase after me ?

- GUILTY

[relmy]

What is waiting at the end of these days
That I'm almost forced to spend, pressed for time?
...
Where is the place I will float to
Leaving the matter to take its own course?
- I am...

I've been feeling that for a while now. The rest of the song...hmm, not so much. Those lines alone though, are very meaningful. Or maybe I do feel the rest...in my own personal way. Ah, I don't know.

[stickyrice]

I want to be left alone now
I want to run away to a place where nobody knows me
I don’t want to hear any more criticism
About how that’s wrong
My heart can’t take any more, I don’t need tomorrow
-POWDER SNOW

It would be good if we could throw away everything
Except what’s really important to us
But reality is just cruel
-Dearest

Even if I get tired of flying
I don’t have the courage to lower my wings
If I could have one wish come true
Take me away from here
-Secret

I still don’t know
What it means to grow up
But what direction
Are the boy and girl of those days
Walking in now?
-fairyland

[Amrai-chan]

A lot lately.


Can I cry to my heart's content until I am tearless?
Can I shout aloud until my voice ceases to be - Powder Snow

The world is going round in reverse
Only the acceleration is increasing
When I noticed, it was dark under my feet
And I was standing at the edge of a cliff
I can't turn back
Even if I turn pale, nothing changes - too late

We're free to go anywhere we want
We're free to do anything we want
Against what and until when do I keep on fighting? - Heartplace

I'm looking up at the blurred sky
So that the tears will not fall
Why can't humans live
As they wish? - HANABI (the whole song really...)

I smile softly
Tears roll suddenly - Bridge to the sky

The smiling face of that person
Looks dazzling and so tender
I'm afraid I might show my weakness
And start crying - GREEN

Also the songs Memorial address and (miss)understood.

Thanks for this thread. I feel a bit better somehow.

[shyguygurl]

Living for money, living for glory
They are trifling things
Till when do I keep on pretending not to understand?
Am I afraid of being hurt after knowing? ~too late

What everyone is seeking and wants to have
Everyone, including me, is possessed with the idea
That "it" is in some future
But how many people can be aware
That "it" is actually in the past
I can't even guess~duty

However far we are apart
We are near each other
Please remember on the day
You come near to breaking down
That you are loved by someone~daybreak

If you only look
You will never get it

If you only look
It will never be yours~catcher in the light

You shut the door of your heart with a violent noise
And lost the key to open it
A long time ago
So please tell me
Exactly what you feel
Just with common words
And with common expressions
Please let me hear~about you

[love in music]

So my smile, tears
And such emotion as anger are
Not necessarily connected with
The bottom of my heart
I've already prepared myself
-In the corner

Even if it's the end of the world
Even if people say with laughter that we are trying in vain
Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up
-Pride

Under the grey and square sky
Is filled with all kinds of desires today
But I don't lose sight of the light among them
And can walk, looking forward
Because you always show me
That there remains a purity even in a corner of this city
-JEWEL

Yes, I stand up again and again
If there is a wall, we can break it
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
So long as there is a way, we can open the door
-INSPIRE

The short summer is starting now
How many memories can I make with you?
The sun is just shining bright
And the waves are always rolling on the shore
-Greatful Days

[waterballoon]

" I looked up at the sky and smiled softly
I heard, "Don't be afraid, it's all right"
I looked up at the sky and tears rolled from my eyes suddenly
Even the scar left in my past is dear to me now"

NEXT LEVEL

[Lady_Eowyn]

And old man by a sea shore...

Oops that's by Nightwish LOL

Your heart began to be scorched,
and there was a smell of it
It was the end of your dream,
and the start of everything

What you adored looked beautiful to you
It became even brighter because you couldn't reach it

The broken pieces of your dream
Pierce my heart
Leaving the pain
That I should never forget Moments


Why sometimes I can't say honestly?
Why sometimes I can't be tender?
Why sometimes we hurt each other?
Why sometimes we check each other?
Why sometimes my heart aches so much
Why always my heart goes out to you?
I can't think of anyone but you
I can't think of anyone but you.. Because of you

[rakeru]

A Song for XX will always be the most poignant to me. it's literally a song that changed my entire life:

Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
...When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

[truehappiness]

Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up
--Pride

[ayumixfan]

Originally Posted by C+R+E+AYUMI

honestly, unfortunately, none.
that hurts me a little..

haha don't worry I can't relate to them either. i mean I love her songs for the music more than the lyrics. I think her lyrics are great though (before, lately they've been slipping) but I just think they're nice haha. Maybe it is jsut my personality XD ~! I really don't connect to poems and such welll ><

[Coelacanth]

Yayayaya Gagagaga Dadadada Wowowowo
--Bold & Delicious

[TofuBunny]

Hey, you there
Who just force your opinion on someone else
Saying that you are thinking of him or something
With a look that you have done something good
Just for your self-satisfaction
- Identity

I looked up at the sky and tears rolled from my eyes suddenly
Even the scar left in my past is dear to me now
- NEXT LEVEL

[truehappiness]

Please treasure time, not to regret later, as it's irreplaceable
Please don't forget, however much we pray later, we can never get back this time
--theme of a-nation '03

[Maemi]

Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
......
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now

I lost someone who was everything to me, so the suffering just can't stop, and I guess it never will, I just must learn to live with it.

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

To the boy I'm in love with.

[Queen Bee]

I was born alone and would live alone
I thought it was certainly natural for me to live in such a way
--A Song for XX

Please let me be alone
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me
Even if I'm blamed for being wrong
I can't bear any more, I don't need tomorrow
--POWDER SNOW

And I walk on
I try to walk alone
So that I can light my way
Without you
--End roll

I saw the end of an era
Certainly with my own eyes
But I didn't want to know
It was my turn next
--Duty

Please stare at my eyes and call my name
Please hold my hand and say it's all right
Otherwise, I don't think I can walk on
If it's a lie, please keep on telling it to the end at least
--I am...

And I hid my tears
Though I knew
We would never be as we were
I parted from you waving my hand and saying, "See you again"
I parted from you as usual
--Over

The wind has already become cold
Laughing voices make the air white
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing
--Because of You

Even in my age now, I'm the same as before
As timid as before
I only learn how to pretend to be strong
--No way to say

The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now
--Memorial address

I didn't ask you such an absurd and stupid question as
"Why isn't it me?"
But you looked like a stranger to me
And I just felt you were far away
What should I call such a feeling?
--is this LOVE?

I said to myself "I'm OK"
And showed my usual smile
I was not in desperation
But in a kind of defiance
--(miss)understood

I wonder if I'm so stupid
Just waiting for the time passage
Believing that I'll surely be forgiven some day
--momentum

I'm still here and have been searching as before
For a place I can fit in
I heartily wish
This feeling could reach you at least
I want nothing else
--Secret

However far I escape, I can't have a clean escape
How far does my past chase after me ?

I wonder if my past will catch up with
And pass me before long
--GUILTY

My life definitely fits in with all of these right now.