What lyrics by Ayu apply to you right now?

[aqua_crystal]

We are beautiful fighters
There are definitely days
When we feel like we can’t go on
But don’t stop, don’t give up
We girls are alive
We’re beautiful fighters

-Beautiful Fighters

[Kirshwasser]

The season I was with you was the shortest one
I felt everything we saw was sweet
What did we leave and what did we lose?
And I wonder how long it takes from now until I can accept it

-it was

I wanted to say "I love you"
I couldn't say "I love you"
But I feel it was both my biggest lie and the truth

-together when

those lyrics really does apply to my condition right now

[Taru86]

If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
I'm talked about behind my back
Let it be

-alterna

[Chibi_Venus]

Lately, I'm not sure which ones.

But at this exact moment, the whole song of "HANABI" could apply to me right now.

[Minttulatte]

I'm in a good mood, so I'd say glitter, evolution, UNITE!, INSPIRE and independent are good ways to explain how I feel.

[blackmage]

Though my heart is filled with feelings to convey
You see, I can't change them into words well
If I had not met you
I wouldn't even have such an embarrassing pain
~No way to say~

[Melrose]

At this very moment:

Swear at me, instead
So that I can't even cry
Your hands are cold

Your pitying glance
Makes me nauseous

It's time you understand
Isn't it ?
~(don't) Leave me alone (Basically the whole song)

And more general:

You see? I don't care at all
Whenever and however I may sell this body by the piece
But I never give over my heart alone to anyone else

I can not stop until that day, until that day.
~until that Day...

And last but not least:

Don't misunderstand
That I've reached the goal
Things have just begun at last

Even if it's destiny or fate
I'll change that
Because I've fully seen
Fearful things

If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
It makes no difference
Let it be

Whether or not I may do something
I'm talked about behind my back
Let it be
~alterna

[maikaru]

Ahaha~

Because the lovers look happy,
holding their hands and walking,
Everything seems like it's perfect.
But they are the only ones who know the truth.
Appears

Everything is in my hand,
I can't leave my dreams here.
Everything's in my hand,
I don't want a future already determined for me.

Everything's in my hand,
If it doesn't move, I can't move it
But everything's in my hand,
If I don't start it, it can never start.
Fly high

Seeming like nothing happened,
We start walking.
But I remember again today,
The fighting doesn't stop.

Certainly, to protect love, everyone
Certainly wants to believe in something.
forgiveness

So it seems as though you're necessary to me,
and if I'm necessary to you...
Then it looks like we don't need a special reason.
These kinds of days are probably not bad.
Independent

: D I feel these really reflect my life right now

[pommy48]

Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?


They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

- A Song for XX....really, these lyrics are probably my life lyrics, maybe that's why i love ayu so much, she sings the words of which i'm afraid to say out loud

[Bonbon0507]

I can't live along well as before
I'm not so tactful
But one thing I can tell you is
I keep on going this way with my head held high

-winding road

We can realize more now
We can see more now
We can forgive some day
We can smile some day
So I remember my promise to you
That I wouldn't easily give up

-Born to be...

[LizBrazil]

Originally Posted by Seishou

"I said to myself "I'm OK"
And showed my usual smile
I didn't feel in desperation
But in a kind of defiance

I hid my trembling hand
Because their sympathy was so hollow

I don't get warmed
By the half-hearted and artificial warmth
I rather want them to shut their eyes
Until I break into pieces without a trace"

-from (miss)understood.

Has been my theme song for several months this year, due my so-called-friends/classmates.

Originally Posted by stickyrice

I know better than anyone else
That a happy ending never suits me
-HAPPY ENDING

Still my theme song, especially those lines...

Originally Posted by truehappiness

-winding road

Should be everyone's theme song for life, because you can only be happy if you live without regrets and be proud of your steps you have taken even if they were painfull

Originally Posted by Neo Daydream

It is precisely because of these times, when information
Is dripping with allure, that we must go on making our own decisions.
You know that it is through destruction
That creation is born.

-Talkin 2 Myself

But every Ayu song reflects on me, every song has pieces that connect with my feelings and with my life...

When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.


The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

A Song for XX


Though I have firm feelings
You see, I can't change them into words as usual
Everyone is living this way
With feelings they can't express

No way to say

[Melrose]

Originally Posted by YUIAyuNamieUtada

Has been my theme song for several months this year, due my so-called-friends/classmates.


Still my theme song, especially those lines...


Should be everyone's theme song for life, because you can only be happy if you live without regrets and be proud of your steps you have taken even if they were painfull




But every Ayu song reflects on me, every song has pieces that connect with my feelings and with my life...

Even Secret and Dolls? o.o

Anyways, those t2m lyrics from NeyDaydream are a bit off. :3

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.

The only line in ASFXX that I like. XD

[emi♡]

honey<3

[love in music]

Is it because I've become strong
That I can be without tears
Or ... ?

Mirrorcle World

[ayumi.hamasaki.gulity.08]

from ladies night
(AH- AH-)
I'll pick you up right now
(AH- AH-)
I can cry together
(AH- AH-)
Or laugh for you
(AH- AH-)
Anyway, I'll be with you to the end

from step you SO 1.2.3.4, one by one
1.2 STEP you, in this way
I want to know you well

SO 1.2.3.4, one by one
1.2. STEP you, in this way
No one can stop me now

wow wow so wow wow
oh wow wow so wow wow

1.2.3.4 YOU and ME?

"Where are you, what are you doing around this time?"
Right after I thought such things,
Even for just a moment,
I wanted you to remember me.
wow oh oh oh oh no no no no
I wished for YOU and ME

SO 1.2.3.4, for a while
1.2 STEP you, sometime soon
I am becoming greedy

1.2.3.4, for a while
1.2 STEP you, sometime soon
Will I begin to want only your smile?

from B&D
Yayayaya Gagagaga Dadadada Wowowowo
Yayayaya Gagagaga Dadadada Wowowowo

Even if you think yourself as too bold
It's just good
To be frank, I'm reluctant
To be prudent and reserved
Ok, together now, Bold & delicious
Don't watch me quietly, stand up please, Bold & delicious

* Be free
Raise your voices
Let me realize
That you are there

from alterna
I have no wild ambition
Don't take it too seriously
In short
I only want what I want
That's what I say

from starin
There is no answer
No one tells it to you
If it exists somewhere
You already have it
If you have decided to stick to your way
Throw out your chest
And raise your head

from momentum
The days when I loved you were the last miracle to me

The season when everyone longs to be around people
Has come again this year
With warmth and coldness

I remember the day
When we were too young with no knowledge about the world and walking
Laughing together and hanging on each other


from Beautiful Fighters

We are Beautiful Fighters
To be honest
There are some terrible days
But the girls who live
Without stopping nor giving up are
Beautiful Fighters
The unhealed wound
Sometimes opens
But shuts again in time

from Beautiful Day

What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
When you hesitate over a choice, surely (You know)
What's a Beautiful Day?
What's a Beautiful Day?
You already know
That you are just hesitating to choose the answer you want to choose

It's a Beautiful Day
It's a Beautiful Day
You don't have to be afraid

from real me
woman never runs away
A woman never hides away
In order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting

A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone

What I need?
What you need?
Maybe it's all right
So long as I have desires
And am not satisfied

What I lose?
What you lose?
Maybe I have heard enough people saying
That they knew the value of something
Only after losing it

Love
It's here

A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls

A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
We cannot be kind to others
Before we know pain

A woman never runs away
A woman never hides away
In order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting

A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone

A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls

A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
As I know
You see the real me

from everywhere nowhere
The freedom we have
The choices we make
The sacrifice we pay
Make life so complicated

Our eyes to judge
Our hands to hang on
Our feet to step forward
To whom do we entrust them?

The flooding products
The confused informations
Which on earth is the truth
And which is the fake?

Yes, we are free
But are too free
We can go everywhere
And can go nowhere

Today passing by
Tomorrow we don't yet see
The past we are holding
With whom do we share them?

The more convenient the products become
The more inconvenient our hearts become
I wonder if some day
Man may be symbolized, too

Yes, we are free
But are too free
We can go everywhere
And can go nowhere

Love is not an illusion
Dreams will surely come true
There will be a ray of hope
Yes, if we believe so


from m
Maria" There is someone I should love;
every person who has ever been hurt...

As I look around,
everyone busily
hurries on by.

I noticed that this year, too,
the signs of winter have
come very soon.

Again, somewhere in this city today
two people will meet and fall in love;
the curtains are violently opened.

Even so, everything eventually,
someday, has an end.

Again, somewhere in this city today
two people split apart;
the curtains are quitely dropped.

"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I feel very lonely.
But my needs are all filled
by the person I should love.

"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I bear very deep wounds.
But my they are all healed
by the person I should love.

"Maria" Everyone is crying.
"Maria" But I want to believe.
"Maria" So I'm praying now
that this is my final love.
Beginnings come at random,
but endings always have a reason

from is this love ?
Whoa whoa yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Lalalala la-i
Lalalala la-i
Yeah yeah yeah...

Your gaze is so very tender as you stare at me
Over there, on that little flimsy chair.
With a gentle, happy face,
She agreed, smiling

While some kind of loud noise was building,
In my mind, it was as though it was collapsing
Unable to move, I just kept standing there

"Why isn't it me?" I asked, but
It's not some kind of foolish example.
You were there as I had never seen you before.
As I can only, only feel from far away,
How on earth can I express this emotion?

from voyage
We travel this road to find happiness.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.

These beautiful, fragile days are reborn, unfaded.

In the season of dazzling burned seas
and in the season of dancing snowflakes

from INSPIRE


Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive

*No one can live alone
No one can live without love
Though they are matters of course
Now I keenly feel so

**You are blaming on this age
But what is the excuse for?
You see? To talk about love or dream
Is not uncool at all


from walking proud
My lips told a lie
For a trivial reason
I suppose it was for no one else
But only to protect me
When I was thoughtless

When I noticed, I was trapped and at a loss
Surrounded by countless lies

The sky I looked up at was beautiful
I thought of you
I wished I could walk with firm steps
Facing forward like you

from because of you
We have come to know each other little by little
But suddenly I find I know nothing about you
Please tell me what you feel by the time I understand it
You can even shout

My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I found I couldn't go back to the times
When I had not known you

Please don't smile with such sorrowful eyes
As if you were about to be broken and disappear
What can I do, my dear?

My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I find I can't go back to the times
When I didn't know you

Why sometimes I can't say honestly?
Why sometimes I can't be tender?
Why sometimes we hurt each other?
Why sometimes we check each other?
Why sometimes my heart aches so much
Why always my heart goes out to you?
I can't think of anyone but you
I can't think of anyone but you

from ourselves
hold you tight
I get touched
I get discouraged
I hold you tight again
I pull myself together
I get prim
You know many faces of mine

This road looks endless
But surely has the end
Only for once
I like to stop on the way
I prepare a way to escape
But it means nothing to me to do so alone
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is truly valuable

** So
I show myself
Only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But
I may still have
Some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows

There are so many choices
That I can't make any guess
Where I like to find my way at last
But as we walk side by side
Expecting the same future
I feel nothing is so true as your profile
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is valuable in the end

from greatful days
la la la ...

The season I was looking forward to has come
The wind is stirring, the city is taking life

The morning comes earlier than usual
I feel I can walk well only for that

There are plenty of terrible news around nowadays
But please don't leave pleasure behind because of sadness

* The short summer is starting now
How many memories can I make with you?
The sun is just shining bright
And the waves are always rolling on the shore

from Memorial address


I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself

from dearest
It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel

Whenever I close my eyes
you're there,
smiling

Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep

Are all people sad?
They are forgetful creatures...

For that which you should love,
for that which gives love:
give it your all

[BluishDays]

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never
Say good-bye to you

Heaven

Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together

SEASONS

There's never a day that I have
to remember you because
I never for a moment forgot you

HANABI

Everyone walks on
To meet just one person some day

Even if I'm reborn some day
I will surely find you

And I will walk on again
To meet you

Close to You

The days when I loved you were the last miracle to me

momentum

I gave up, thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I gave up, thinking that this dream wouldn't come true

fated

Maybe I shall be born again to myself some day
And start a journey to seek for you

Even if I'm born again to someone else
I'll start a journey to seek for you

Together When . . .

I want to show you a dream
I hope you will have
A never-ending and lasting dream
This is my wish

My All

If I could have just a wish come true now
I want to see you again

Untitled ~for her~

I sometimes wonder
If we had lived
Sharing one life
Long before we were born

Because I feel your heart so close to me now
Though our bodies are apart

Part of me

The summer has come again and again since then
But why am I looking back upon the past again
Tracing the footprints?

Please tell me some day that you are happy
And smile

I gently lock the memories away
Leaving them to be beautiful

HANABI ~Episode II~

Goodbye--- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie

Memorial Address

I lost someone close to me so I've had Ayu's ballads on a playlist. I guess I'm strange but when I'm feeling down I usually listen to softer music rather than cheerful music. It helps.

[Chibi_Venus]

^ *huggles* Hope everything is well~

This short summer will come to an end. I'll be with you at the moment, too.
As I know, nothing is so nice as the ordinary days.

Greatful days

We are scared of tomorrow because we are so anxious about what we haven't yet seen.
But if tomorrow is too obvious to see, it's quite boring, don't you think?

Beautiful Day

[thangkhung91]

It's amazing and a little mind botteling to think of how many songs she written the lyrics to, and each one of them isn't like the other.

Mine fpr the moment is this one:

Again, I'm afraid of
something small and insignificant.
In trying to hide that fear
I'm showing my habit of feigning strength.

You come up next to me
and talk about nonsense.
You're trying, despite your
clumsiness, to encourage me.

This must be how
it'll be for us.

*Looking up and smiling slightly,
gazing at the sky,
tiring of running we walk a little.
Just like that... are you ready?

One by one, little by little, see?
We leave behind footprints.
They form one path,
they form now.

It can't be only
good times ahead, but...

It seems like I need you
and if you need me
then we don't really need a reason.
These days aren't bad at all, are they?

-Independant-

[orchidcolors]

I have too many, but I've picked a few:

Can I cry to my heart's content until I am tearless?
The white snow will wash and clean the tears away now
Can I shout aloud until my voice ceases to be?
The white snow will allow everything now
-Powder Snow-

The days we couldn't understand each other and parted
The days of tears, the days of smiling faces
Whatever may happen and whatever mood you may be in
I'll always accept you
-Carols-

When I shaded my eyes with my freezing hand
And saw you appear
It wasn't because of sadness
That I was about to cry
-Rainy Day-

Though I wasn't sad at all, tears fell down
Because your feelings sank painfully into
The scar in the depth of my heart
And changed it into tenderness
-Jewel-

The more you pretend to be strong, I see your weakness
The more you bare your fangs, I see your pain
You can be yourself, I'll accept you
You don't have to be afraid, because I know you
We shed tears as if we were laughing
And laugh as if we were crying
-Kiss o' Kill-