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Originally Posted by waterballoon
And oh, how could I forget about Days.
(long rant coming up)
Maybe you would have known of my crush, but there was a period last year when I didn't see him for a long time, and kind of acknowledged the fact he really hates me... and it was honestly just a depressing period.
Then the PV for Days leaked and I downloaded it. That night, I really cried a lot while watching the PV. Because every second of the video just kinda screams out my story and it holds even more true and certain now. Sometimes I feel like Ayu knows of a fan like me and made the PV for me.  |
^^ Something like this happened to me with Days, I don't like the song much but when I first saw the video I sat and cried so hard - the love of my life had told me that they didn't love me as much as they did. I guess that's maybe why I dislike the song. =/
Without Ayu I wouldn't listen to as much as I do, or such a variety! I guess her songs express how I feel at times, like the time I felt very momentum etc... but I don't relate to that song now, because it's how I felt then, and even though I remember those feelings...it's hard to explain (but there is probably Ayu lyrics for it! XD)
Like right now, I'm really attached to her "I can do anything" sort of songs.
Without her songs I'd probably have a different attitude right now, although I do have something/somewhere to aim for right now, the prize to myself at the end is going to see Ayu, so now she's like a goal, to say. So although my life wouldn't be very different, it would be...in a way.
Uh, in short, she's not changed my life but added more to my life. Yeah!
That was kinda rambly. XD