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Originally Posted by Terri
I think 'retarded things' can be taken differently by every individual. Personally, I know I've done many illegal things, but to be blunt, my life would be nothing if I hadn't done them.
Before I know it I'll be old and dying, crapping in a diaper with nobody wanting to deal with me. Or, I'll be thrown in a nursing home and get neglected and abused. Then I'll try and look back on things to smile about and conclude I've lived my life according to the book and there is nothing I can say 'I DID THAT' or 'THAT WAS INSANE'. THAT'S RETARDED and even scary. Time is irreversable.
There's no fun being afraid or following the rules, in my opinion. Death shows mercy to nobody. The objective is not to arrive at the grave safe, but to be ready to become worms' meat. Yeah, I may do drastic things and call it 'fun', but you have to feel alive sometimes. You can't be crazy every day.
p.s. yeah, I got kind of deep.
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can anyone say "cynical and pessimistic"
I mean, I couldn't care less the things that you do, to each his own. But I think that if that is seriously all you have to look forward to, and doing illegal things is the only thing that makes you happy and makes you feel alive, then that's sad. I'm not saying I feel sorry for you, I told you I don't care, but, there are tons of other things that can make you feel the same way.
and btw, even with the extremely limited knowledge I have of you, I can sleep well at night giving you the guarantee that your life would still be something even if you had not done those things.