Maybe i'm just totally gone! Do you do the same too?

[Terri]

Originally Posted by immel

That was my thoughts, too. Acting crazy is one thing, being illegal and doing plain retarded things is another.

I think 'retarded things' can be taken differently by every individual. Personally, I know I've done many illegal things, but to be blunt, my life would be nothing if I hadn't done them.

Before I know it I'll be old and dying, crapping in a diaper with nobody wanting to deal with me. Or, I'll be thrown in a nursing home and get neglected and abused. Then I'll try and look back on things to smile about and conclude I've lived my life according to the book and there is nothing I can say 'I DID THAT' or 'THAT WAS INSANE'. THAT'S RETARDED and even scary. Time is irreversable.

There's no fun being afraid or following the rules, in my opinion. Death shows mercy to nobody. The objective is not to arrive at the grave safe, but to be ready to become worms' meat. Yeah, I may do drastic things and call it 'fun', but you have to feel alive sometimes. You can't be crazy every day.

p.s. yeah, I got kind of deep.