How much do you love Ayumi Hamasaki?

[waterballoon]

The biggest reason to why I respect and love Ayu so much is because... without her, somehow I think I wouldn't get the chance to type something here.

Yes, it was somewhere in April 2008... like 3 weeks ago... I felt suicidal.

And Life leaked. I read the lyrics... and I heard the song.

Yes, I decided to live.

She has taught me things that I can't learn from other people.

I'm really grateful to Ayu for these things.