TA Message 234

[Lanz16]

Awwww... she made a tears in my eyes.
That was her longest message she typed for us.

I know now who is the person she mentioned on the GUILTY album.


Thanks for sharing.

[freedreamer]

im very touched...
its a really awesome message...

I knew I felt something was not quite right during CDL0708...Ayu was holding back a lot of...i dunno how to explain but it was my gut feeling...And i guess, she also know that some people realized...

so sad for her...BUT OUR AYU IS STRONG!!!..And i admire her even more now

[MissElin_]

Originally Posted by Qt Mashi

i hope someone can ebglish sub the backstage of this CDL.

Im hoping for that too, it would be very interesting to hear what they says in that.

[Lyra-Shini-Gami]

she is so strong ...

[fuawas]

i admire her a lot...
she deserves all the best!

[Zeke.]

Wow, this was a really great post from Ayu! I almost started crying and had I just not woken up and my parents be in the room I would have let the tears flow, ha ha. I am so very proud of Ayu and I always knew that she loved us so much; I completely got that from her when she sang to me at the concert!

I think this message explains a lot about the GUILTY album. It's a great album, but somehow it seems there isn't a lot of emotion in it. Kind of like a numbing emotion, like how she said she pushed on without really knowing how to feel.

[minna]

I feel sad now
her message is sad but at the same time...inspiring because she's so strong
she proved us that she was human

she had a really big year, and she remained so strong
even if she was depressed at a certain time

what can I say more than that, except that..

I am so proud of being her fan and supporting her everyday
it took her a lot of courage, I think, to tell us this, to show us her real feelings
to tell us how she was feeling and what has been going on in the past months

she's inspiring and I'm proud to be her fan

Ayu, I'll be a part of your left ear forever
and thank you for being so honest with your fans

[sexysaucestar]

It's a sad yet hopeful message, always how Ayu is. I'm glad she's finally able to talk about her friend's death publicly. It has been over six months, and even though nobody really full "gets over" a death of a loved one, I'm sure Ayu has healed a little since then.

[Lanz16]

I've read the message again and then I realize how Ayu was so devastated to this personal trageddy she have experienced.
I know its very hard for her to recover into it but I know, wounds will heal when time pass-by.

And its very inspiring that her fans was her "new left ear" which is very heart-warming message for me as a fan.

[icy_iven]

who is aneki?

[Lanz16]

^ Aneki is "Big Sis" or "best friend" in Japanese(I think).
Its either Ayu's bestfriend or closest friend.

[~Haya]

So beautiful and sad message. I love you, Ayu!
Mm. I'm going to read that message again.

I never would've imagined her writing something so personal, but I'm glad she did this message, that way her fans can understand that she struggles like anyone else. She's such an inspiration.

[~Amy~]

Wow... that was a very nice message eventhough it was sad, I'm glad Ayu remains to stay strong. ^_^

I almost cried while reading that.
I love you, Ayu!

[truehappiness]

I think it's really quite admirable how Ayu can still go on doing a concert and stuff when in this state of mind..

I mean, can you imagine being told that one of your best friends died... and then having to be videotaped for a DVD documentary / concert.. I really cannot imagine how she coped with it during that time..

[criminal]

I think it's good that Ayumi let all of those feelings come a little bit out. There's never any use in keeping these big things to yourself when there are people worrying about you.

Again, I'm just really amazed by her willpower and her determination. She has so much of those two qualities, it's just unbelievable. There's nothing that can stop Hamasaki Ayumi, it seems.

[ayu-fan]

that's really a inspiring message!! ayu is really a strong person. I don't think i can handle those problems if i was ayu. i'm proud of being ayu's fan. i'll always support you ayu!!!!!

[prussian blue]

this is so sad, but thx god she's positve thinking about that

i'm glad to hear that she's so postive minded now

go ayu! go for the yoyogi performance!

[Jeremy911]

That was a really sad message... Ive never known any celebrity to open up to her fans like Ayu just did. I believe her Aneki is Natsuki, and obviously untitled ～for her～ was written just for her. Im still kinda confused about her left ear though. She said her hearing has gotten better since she first found out about it.

Does that mean some of her hearing has returned to that ear?