Ayu's physique

[Ayusan]

That you think I'm not ! As clothes designer, make up artist and dancer I am but I don't really get the point to open hundred of threads on the same subject and to be all : OMG can't be true, she is FAT now ...... to bless a skinny body is just dangerous to me and the hundreds of pro-ana site doesn't make it wrong to me. I don't say that people here are pro-ana !

But for me those threads are not different than the Visual-kei fans .... most of them don't care of the music but just "pee in their panties" in front of the bands members. Or those forums where you find 100 pages about a face or a hair cut or ...... and they all are blah ugly ... ok and the music ?! What I mean is I find it so superficial ! Where is the point to fight for a body that is not our ?

Ayumi, there, is still gorgeous and thin damn it, she could turn out ugly I wouldn't mind as long her music rock my shoes. And honestly I would love to be like her when I will turn 30, which will be in 5 years

I'm not going to make myself some friends like this but oh well .-.