The LONELIEST/DEPRESSING lyrics you've ever read

[Lanz16]

As the title of the thread says: what is the loneliest or most depressing lyrics you ever read?

For me, it would be The Carpenter's "Goodbye to Love"

Look at the red text

Spoiler:

I'll say goodbye to love
No one ever cared if I should live or die
Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by
And all I know of love is how to live without it
I just cant seem to find it


So I've made my mind up
I must live my life alone
And though its not the easy way
I guess I've always know


I'd say goodbye to love
There are no tomorrows for this heart of mine
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And I'll find that there is someone to believe in
And to live for something I could live for


All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I'll go on as best I can


What lies in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls
There may come a time when I will see that Ive been wrong
But for now this is my song


And its goodbye to love
I'll say goodbye to love

All I can say is...

[love in music]

Ayumi Hamasaki - POWDER SNOW

Spoiler:

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

[aloopy]

Sarah McLachlan - Angel

Spoiler:

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Sarah McLachlan - Witness

Spoiler:

Make me a witness
Take me out
Out of darkness
Out of doubt

I won't weigh you down
With good intention
Won't make fire out of clay
Or other inventions

Will we burn in heaven
Like we do down here
Will the change come
While we're waiting

Everyone is waiting

And when we're done
Soul searching
As we carried the weight
And died for the cause
Is misery
Made beautiful
Right before our eyes
Will mercy be revealed
Or blind us where we stand

Will we burn in heaven
Like we do down here
Will the change come while we're waiting
Everyone is waiting

[zyoeru]

Laughing With - Regina Spektor

Spoiler:

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God
When the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one’s laughing at God
When it’s gotten real late
And their kid’s not back from the party yet

No one laughs at God
When their airplane start to uncontrollably shake
No one’s laughing at God
When they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else
And they hope that they’re mistaken

No one laughs at God
When the cops knock on their door
And they say we got some bad news, sir
No one’s laughing at God
When there’s a famine or fire or flood

*Chorus*
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’ve lost all they’ve got
And they don’t know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize
That the last sight they’ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one’s laughing at God when they’re saying their goodbyes
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughing at God in hospital
No one’s laughing at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God when they’re starving or freezing or so very
poor

No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
We’re all laughing with God

[Namie♡TOP SECRET]

Ayumi Hamasaki - POWDER SNOW

Spoiler:

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

[majrakun]

Originally Posted by identity

Ayumi Hamasaki - POWDER SNOW

Spoiler:

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

Originally Posted by I♥Kuu4ever

Ayumi Hamasaki - POWDER SNOW

Spoiler:

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

This was the first one I thought of as well, but wow, the other lyrics in this thread is pretty depressing.

[fantasma3c]

Seether - "Broken"

Spoiler:

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Seether - "Driven Under"

Spoiler:

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…

Seether - "Breakdown"

Spoiler:

The sun is gone and the flowers rot
Words are spaces between us
And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost
And I should've been down when you made me insecure

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

And I'm the one you can never trust
'cause wounds are ways to reveal us
And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us
But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours

So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than all your lies

Hate me, break me down
So break me down
So break me down
So break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

George Michaels/ Seether Cover - "Careless Whisper"

Spoiler:

I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyes

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
And there's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose the crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

[JackieRos]

^spoiler please

Anna Tsuchiya- No Way

Spoiler:

Take a look around they all look the same, right?
Wearing all those brand items with make up on.
Even the girl next to you
They smile while you're there
But then you are not, they change person I swear

Oh oh why oh why
Is everyone so untrue?
Why does every associate with lies?

*I hate it all, I shut it all
I can't ah...no way
I won't end up, won't end up like you
I can't lie to myself
I have lost more thing than you
I don't have more friends than you
They are not much too small to see
But I have precious things in me
The people that do not show
No lies has taught me so

Take a look around, Baby I'm so alone
I don't even know if I have a best friend or not

Alone everyday my way backs from school
Looking down at the street
The distance felt so long, so long...

Oh oh this is who I am
But I'm the one who's gonna live this life

*repeat

Show me it whether that way is right
(Nobody knows that way is right. Nobody understand it.)
Show me it whether this is right, my life does not have the truth
You know but I believe only myself

*repeat

Anna Tsuchiya-Forever

Spoiler:

It's been long enough
Now only sunshine could save me
I've still been waiting for you
Who'll never come back again

I love you forever
I can't live without you anymore
I love you forever
Your body is so cold and so hard
Please come back

Sit beside a fire place
I remember your warm heart.
Memories filled with plenty of love
and delight with my tears

I'm always loving you
I can't see your face with my tears
Baby, I'm missing you
God, please don't take him
Far away from me
I love you forever

I'm walking in the dark
Is this a fog or tears?
I can't see anything
Where are you?
I'm holding a piece of dream that you gave me.

I love you forever
I can't live without you anymore
I love you forever
Your body is so cold and so hard
I love you forever
Please come back
I love you forever

Please come back
I love you forever...

[labello]

Trading Yesterday - Shattered

Spoiler:

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

And finding answers is forgetting
All of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

Reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long

And this day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all that I hold

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love
Without, love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning

Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent
all this time spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over

There's a light, there's a sun taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love
Without, love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning

Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent
all this time spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over

There's a light, there's a sun taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer
(this love will conquer, all)

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight

I'm not sure if it's really depressing or a lonely song, but it is beautiful~

[fantasma3c]

@Jackie:There happy

[JackieRos]

yas i am thanks

[Chiharo]

Ai Otsuka - Ningyou

Spoiler:

Wanting to be a good girl,
I gave up all of my freedom
I would have become a boy even,
had mother wished for it

The pregnant little girl walked around
cutting her heels on shards of glass,
heading towards her own execution grounds

I feel no pain, I feel no joy
as my heart slowly begins to die,
starting from the surface of my face

All I ever wanted was friends
and so I chose them with reckless abandonment
I only wanted someone to treat me gently,
and so I moved in with a man

If only I had taken more care of myself
then I could've become more human
instead of this empty, emotionless doll

This pain I feel, this loneliness I feel
Yet nobody is here to save me

I'll try my best in the city
and so I wished upon a star:
"I want to become human"

[Rock Steady]

Shallow Sleep - HYDE

Spoiler:

I just saw you
Beyond the course of time
A room that we once shared
But my memory's a haze
Forgetting what was said

I gently held out my hand
And in that perfect moment
You disappeared - I lost you over again

In a shallow sleep I dreamt I was seeing you
Just how I remembered
Brimming with tenderness
And somewhere in the calm
A feeling that nothing had ever changed
Your presence close beside me till I wake

I just saw you
A moment far too brief
Before the daylight came
But my heart is beating fast
Perhaps we'll meet again

In a shallow sleep I dreamt I was seeing you
Just how I remembered
Brimming with tenderness
And somewhere in the calm
A feeling that nothing had ever changed
Your presence close beside me till I wake

I see you - until I wake from shallow sleep

An artist without a brush
Can't paint upon the canvas
Without you here - there is no colour
A colourless landscape

In a shallow sleep I dreamt I was seeing you
Just how I remembered
Brimming with tenderness
And somewhere in the calm
A feeling that nothing had ever changed
Your presence close beside me till I wake

I see you - shallow sleep

Cassis - The GazettE

Spoiler:

Always, over and over again
Always, I did nothing but make you sad
Surely I've hurt you, even now I still can't move

Why does it hurt so much to be touched by you?
Surely, the same things will repeat themselves
Because I'm scared I'll lose you

By drawing close I tried to wipe away
That day which I couldn't completely forget
You just held these hands without asking anything, didn't you?

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

And we'll walk together, the future's not promised
it keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

At least I can forget all the hard times
Thinking about you
Counting the number of nights I can't see you
My heart yearns for you

Inviting the loneliness of misunderstanding
Somehow, please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are
Let's believe in each other

I want to keep smiling like this no matter what
Not being made to hurt you
The number of time lapses are fading away
I don't want to repeat those feelings

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

Somehow, please look only at me
Somehow, please don't let go of this hand

And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

[zyoeru]

Shéna Ringö - The Right City

Spoiler:

I know that it was right for me to run away from you and that town on that day

When I showed you an uncomfortable smile and after a long silence got an even worse attitude than before
You rubbed your forehead on the cold asphalt and attacked me for being a disappointment to you
You lost your temper
And I just ignored that
I wonder what are the feelings of those lips
that told me “goodbye” one year ago and are now kissing me

A short lie became a big one, but I hid my real intentions

I prefer a short distance to insufficient words; I thought you would understand me
But I taught you how to cry
And I just ignored that too
They say there are plenty more pretty fish out there in the sea
So why do you still have no one at your side with you?

How outrageous was the dream I was dreaming
Pushing such an arrogant kind of love on you
The smell of winter in the big city isn’t right either
And there’s no Momochi Beach or you or Muromi River either

Now I know that I can’t say such selfish things to you anymore
So I know I can’t tell you to take me to the airport tomorrow even for the last time
All of the warnings are now reality and this is my punishment

I know that it was right for me to run away from you and that town on that day

credits: http://www.nostalgic-lavender.net

[Embleu]

It really started getting depressing after fourteen.

Spoiler:

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday Dear ××
Happy Birthday To You

[Kazeyomi]

I've seen a lot of depressing lyrics, but this makes me always really really sad ._.


Kasey Chambers - Not pretty enough

Spoiler:

Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live
I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep
I wake
I try hard not to break
I crave
I love
I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can

chorus

I laugh
I feel
I make believe it's real
I fall
I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope
I stand,
I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can

chorus

why do you see
why do you see
why do you see right through me

[Maemi]

AIN'T AFRAID TO DIE by Dir en grey

Spoiler:

The road we walked that time is no more
Even so, I keep walking, maybe we'll meet sometime

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

The day of yesteryear's last snow, an enduring promise were made
When I remembered, the snow began to melt and spilled from my palms

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

While I was alone by the window, just staring at the snow; it's you I reminiscence
You appear through the glass and I give you the last kiss

Hey... smile, don't cry anymore
From now on, I'll be always watching you

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

The light quietly dyes the downtown white
You saw the last season's colors

Tears fall reality is cruel, isn't it?
You saw the last season's colors

Maybe your colors will disappear along with the four seasons
The snow melts, the flowers on the street corner are blooming

You saw "the colors" softly melting
On the day of this year's last snow

(A single flower on the street corner As I looked up to the sky, the last snow spilled into my palms)

Akuro no Oka by Dir en grey

Spoiler:

We met at the place
We can no longer do anything together
We met in this town
I can never love anybody anymore

You are staring at the sky on the hill,
like we used to
I am staring at the hill, where we used to be,
from the sky

I'm a dying flower,
but I want to be in bloom
just one more time, just like before
Tonight, my heart and soul are blending
into the dark
Just for tonight,
I want to be close to you

"If I meet you there,
everything will begin.
I can't do anything anymore.
I will meet you in this town.
I can't love anybody anymore,
I will take you to the hill again"

I'm a dying flower,
but I want to be in bloom
just one more time, just like before
Tonight, my heart and soul are blending
into the dark
Just for tonight,
I want to be close to you

My hand is slipping out of your hand
I am sinking deeply
When I saw you the last time,
I still loved you
The dream will never come true
I'll wait for you on the hill of Acropolis
I just want to sleep with you
The dream will never end

Though we can never return to the past,
I will be reborn and find you
Please wait for me until the time comes.
But, I can't see you on the hill anymore

[NintendoHTF1242]

My Way - Saori@destiny

Spoiler:

From when I was young I didn't believe in lucky days
I wanted to go to parties but my mom would always keep me

If this scenario is miscasted, then I'll dropout of it
I'm pulling at this long rail but a thin tightrope would work too

Here I am, nobody noticed My Way

I had few friends but I'd always communicate through the internet
My dreams would only show themselves through girly comics

This could end early if I scream into my mobile
Hey, here is nice - farewell Bye My Life

Wasting time to My World

If this scenario is miscasted, then I'll dropout of it
I'm pulling at this long rail but a thin tightrope would work too

From when I was young it was nothing but bad days
Even during the "Happy New Year" I was slient, my mom and dad were always bickering

This could end early if I scream into my mobile
Hey, here is nice - farewell Bye My Life

[hayasaki]

HURT - Christina Aguilera

Spoiler:

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

[terra]

@identity,I♥Kuu4ever and Chiharo
Yup, I thought of the same thing, POWDER SNOW and Ningyou gave me the feeling that "my life is worthless, it's too late" and desperation

@Rock Steady, I like Shallow Sleep too <3

@Maemi, Love those Dir en Grey ones, so depressing T_T

This what comes to my mind

Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love

Spoiler:

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain - that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeably painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh… Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain, I thought I could deal with
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

and this,

Mio Isayama - Getsurenka

Spoiler:

A miracle born from the fading gap
guides each and every soul to where they belong

All I can do
is guide you silently
watching over and protecting you
like the light of the moon that
shines from above

Those deep emotions of yours
The bonds that you desire
If I could become a light that reaches out to you I would...

I pray that I will meet you
To meet the morning sun as I
awaken by your side

The happiness of smiles meeting
The joy of living together
If I could but feel the same wind as you, I would...

Ah even I can't touch your heart at all
No matter what form this love may be I don't care
As long as I can be by your side

The scattered thread travel beyond time
Once again they will bind us once more

Ah, you, I want to protect you,
These overflowing emotions, I'll keep within my own heart, closed forever

Ah the happiness that will come one day, I will embrace it and live on
Now I simply silently close my eyes because

We will one day meet again