Ayu's DIARY entry for 17/11/2009

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

It's creditted to walking.proud but i still cannot found it in the forum.
Please mods delete if already posted.

It's so nice ♪
2009/11/17 18:49

The Atmosphere with the feeling of tension. Peoples.

I like it when I feel that kind of atmosphere, watch that kind of people.



Tomorrow, I will do audition for something.

（with chiharu, special performance ♡）

Companions that spend the time together with me growth in proportion with the length of time I work.

In other words, increase gradually.

Of course, it doesnt mean it keeps increasing everywhere I go.

Why is it if you ask me, as time goes by for a while, I make sure myself that I am moving along with the members that I can't be without.

Then, I think that the members do everything with all their best.

Those people are everyoneeeee that work together with Ayumi Hamasaki.

You know, even if we walk along, it doesnt always mean that we all have to draw the same vision or aiming for the same goal.

Because everyone is different, so there will be time when the gap appears little by little.
such thing like that, we do stop and watch sometimes, right?

Watching people who fight seriously, I feel being taken aback.



Me also, will do my best!




Going out from the studio and talking deeply like this, if you said it like that, because of it I start to pay attention to a lot of thing, or...start to feeling doubt...



thinking.

watching.

feeling.

I completely got lost in this neverending loop.

Heh, the answer itself had came out when I was lost.

But, It is not different with things that come into discretion. A dialogue with myself.



Like this, while making my decision one by one, big and small, everyone lives with repeating choices everyday.

AH！！！！！！！

yesterday, chiharu and etsu talks unusually.

I think this is what mean by "I can see behind it"

I feel it again, that senpai are always great despite anything ！！！！！

So, everyone, warm yourself, drink something warm, when you go home

dont forget to wash your hands (<- this is like a mother talking *lol* but it is important, Laugh)


Lets get through this winter healthily!♡


Credit: walking.proud / Ayu's Story
Translation by Shunchan

[yuki_unmei]

thanks for posting! ^^

So, everyone, warm yourself, drink something warm, when you go home
dont forget to wash your hands (<- this is like a mother talking *lol* but it is important, Laugh)

she is too cute

[Ayumiko]

lol...ok ayu! I will wash my hands

[majrakun]

Wow, her outfit is very MJ haha.

[freedreamer]

that outfit is SMASHIN!

[nemesisyume]

thanks for posting!
yes mom I always wash my hands

[Lora-Ayu]

Originally Posted by majrakun

Wow, her outfit is very MJ haha.

I agree.


That post made me even more enthusiastic when I'm washing my hands... <3

[ayumi.hamasaki]

I like ayus outfit and her new hair color

[MissElin_]

Her hair really confuses me sometimes... XD

[elvesword]

AYU really works hard!!

[Midori-chan]

Oh, Ayu cares soooooo much! She is such a sweet person!

I really like the hat she is wearing in this pics! And her outfit really reminds me of MJ!

[Choyan]

Originally Posted by majrakun

Wow, her outfit is very MJ haha.

OwO I though that too LOL >>
a bit more like
gaga x MJ LOL ...the shoulders XD

[k21sh3n]

Originally Posted by majrakun

Wow, her outfit is very MJ haha.

agree LOL.. she's so "MJ mode on"

[polka-dot-jewel]

She looks like MJ so much in that last photo!! She's certainly channeling him, hahaha.

Thanks!

[Aisha_Angel]

Originally Posted by majrakun

Wow, her outfit is very MJ haha.

I love it. I hope she starts wearing more clothes like this. It's very MJ-meets-Goth-with a touch of badassness.

[aura~]

yeah, well, I put the original text and google translation in Yw.../ballad 4rth thread, just for the pics ^^ It's great someone who knows japanese translate it because I couldn't understand anything from google ^^ jajaja

so, thanks for translating!! So this selection has to be about dancers... mmm I wonder what does it means... less dancers or more dancers (more females I hope XD)

And so funny the washing hands thing... it reminds me how these days with the swin flu everyone says that we have to wash our hand a lot of times... XDD mommy Ayu XDD

[maze]

thanks for posting ^^

she looks pretty gorgeous in all the pictures *_*
cannot wait for this CDL.. hope it's better than last year's!

[gallowsCalibrator]

Awww~
She's so thoughtful XD
Yes I shall wash these hands yet again, Ayu~

[rakeru]

thanks for the translation! that's one intense outfit.

[asmAyumi1992]

MJ style. I love it. The jacket is really cool!

Thanks for the translation.