Idolizing and Admiring Ayu.. is it all THAT bad?

[geisha]

well m y mother(doesn't seems to be lesbian ne ;p has alaways had female idols...so am I now with ayu..I'm 22 and I don't really care about what people say or anything,I've never loved a singer like her,and even if I appreciate a lot of cute japanese male musicians^^^_ayu is totally in harmony with my inner feelings,sensitiveness and esthetic sense,so I worship her and the joy it provides is far more important that what one may think...but they don't bother me with it tough..they make a little fun about her way to sing,but not too agressivly..