Lets vent about ayu?/why did your fandom decrease

[Delirium-Zer0]

Ayu just has a huge problem with overestimating how easily fans will find the "sadness" behind some of her outwardly happy material - she said in I think CD Data that the theme of the B&D PV was sorrow, for example... I'm a huge fan and even I can't pick up on that. In fairyland, however, the sorrow hiding in the background was easy to find thanks to the execution of the instrumental parts of the song.

I think the "I am a lonely queen" thing was her getting frustrated that no one was hearing the sadness she thought she encoded into the song & album booklet. I don't blame her for doing it but I can't help but glare and just be like "If you'd produced the song & cd booklet properly in the first place..." >_<