Ayumi is going downhill...

[emi♡]

everything changes.

But has Ayu realoy changed? I mean she's changed her styles, looks, music whatever, but has she herself, inside, really changed? I'm not so sure...

Hmmm...I agree that Ayu seems to have come to terms with herself...maybe this is why people think she's going downhill...Isn't it just horrible, human nature? That in order for humans to be entertained there must be misery? I don't just mean in reference to Ayu, but she is an example.

Why is it that true happiness is boring...yet misery is exciting?

Nevada: what do you mean? Concentrate on Ayu's negative aspects in this thread only?

That is difficult, since there are some of us who don't really think anything is wrong at all...