What was so bad about Ayu's past??

[BigAyuFan]

Originally Posted by asongforXX

What happenned in her past...

- Her father left her mother and herself at a very young age. Also, she never met him since... She doesn't remember her father and don't even know if he's still alive... (Memorial Address, teddy bear)
- She rarely saw her mother. Ayu's mother had several jobs. Her grand-mother is the one who took care of her. (A Song for XX)
- It was said that she never ever ate a meal cooked by her mom.
- Her grand-mother died the day she recorded "poker face". (ever free, Who...)
- She was reject my other mothers. They thought Ayu was rebelious because she dyed her hair. The mothers didn't want their kids to be friends with Ayu.

I don't think all of her "sad" lyrics are all based on her past or her experience though.

but in the lyrics it says forgive,so i didnt understand what she wanted to forgive in her past.....and i thought i read somewhere that her mom helpped dye her hair...??

Originally Posted by explodingbird

Hmm... that explains why she seems to absolutely hate poker face.

she hates poker face??

Originally Posted by immel

There's also the fact that she has mentioned that her lyrics are also based not only on things that has happened to herself, but also friends. I read that on masa's page, you should go there and read BigAyuFan.

So what unhappiness she is singing about, doesn't always have to be about her in every song.

but not all of them can be about her friends and family.........can they??