'Secret' romaji and translation

[Larisa-chan]

"How am I looked
In your eyes from your place?
Please laugh away
These days of mine filled with false things"

That's really sad... it sounds like she's feeling like her life has become some kind of fake glamored-up doll's life. Well, it's true that people can still feel empty with a ton of money and material possessions. Still, I thought she was very happy and comfortable with her life right now. Maybe she's really aching for a "normal" life again. If that's the case, I wonder why she's still in the recording business >.> Hmmmmm