'Secret' romaji and translation

[SunshineSlayer]

Originally Posted by Larisa-chan

That's really sad... it sounds like she's feeling like her life has become some kind of fake glamored-up doll's life. Well, it's true that people can still feel empty with a ton of money and material possessions. Still, I thought she was very happy and comfortable with her life right now. Maybe she's really aching for a "normal" life again. If that's the case, I wonder why she's still in the recording business >.> Hmmmmm

I'm thinking it's because she is afraid to going back to being alone again as she was for most of her childhood and is afraid of becoming a "nobody" again. (I'm sure that wouldn't actually happen, but I bet that is what her mind fears.) Hence the lyrics: "Even when I get tired of flying
I don't even have courage to rest my wing" - I believe that is referring to her fast release pace and no matter how tired it made her in the past she was always too afraid to rest from it.

Originally Posted by truehappiness

So, could it be that Ayu isn't exactly 'the happy go lucky girl' that we think she is?

I never thought that, lol. Her lyrics are too often on the dark side for me to think that.