Can you help me like Koda Kumi?

[IYFreak]

sometime I thiink soemthings wrong with me like I have a split personality but I really want to start to like her For a second Ilike one of her songs and then think shes a really cool person but then when I hear stuff like how Kumi is doing better than Ayu I get mad and Jealous I don't want to be that way towrd Kumi becuase sometimes I ike the things she does and releases so I want to start to like her I guess its because I don't want someone to take AYu's place because I really idolize her but I want to give Kumi a chance because she seems like a good artist so can you help me stop hating her?