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Old 12th May 2007, 02:49 PM
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Okay, here's my story! But before you read it... this first:

This story isn't something I made up! It's real! It's about one of my classmates who has it very difficult at home and that's why she smokes and cuts in herself. All of her friends don't like her anymore, except for one. Only 5 of the girls in our class (including me) think this is really sad.

Thanks for your understanding and by telling you this (what I wrote above) I hope you'll understand the last sentence:

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I can’t remember when it was. I don’t know the real faces of all the persons I saw that day. It was a rainy day and I saw you standing in the rain. When I look at you I see a scar on your arm; it’s the shape of a number sign. It’s the truth: You have no friend left. Your “friends” don’t even seem to care, do they?

I find it really difficult to write this because... I only see things through my eyes and I don’t feel things with my heart. Part of me tells me to just keep walking proud and not to look back. But that’s not who I am. I am always worried about something. This time, I’m worried about you. Saying things as: “How are you”, “Do you need a friend” and “You’re not alone” are pointless because you’ll keep staring into nothing. It’s like you have a trauma.

I find it difficult to write this... It’s because of you I’m worried.

You’re becoming independent.
You’re becoming an SOS signal.
You’re becoming immature.
You’re becoming free & easy.
You’re becoming a replace.

You have reached the end of the world.

There is no way to say this in words. Only with feelings.

Saying things like: “I really think it’s sad”, “It’s not her fault” are becoming difficult because you can’t hear them.

Are you wake up? Open your eyes and listen, Listen closely:

It’s not a game, it’s real
Your walking proud, pretend like nothing is wrong
Your becoming a liar

Please! Open your eyes, because what I am going to say know is most painful:

Which should you choose HOPE or PAIN
Is it really truth? I feel bad for her.. but she can`t give up, she has friends that care about her, right? She should move on because of that... And you put it in nicely...
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Old 12th May 2007, 02:55 PM
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Is it really truth? I feel bad for her.. but she can`t give up, she has friends that care about her, right? She should move on because of that... And you put it in nicely...
Really, it's true!

Well, she has only 1 friend who cares about her... I'm not her friend but I still feel sorry for her...
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Old 12th May 2007, 05:25 PM
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Great job everyone! ^_^

AyuHamasaki01, that's so sad! I hope your friend can find someone to help, or something to help change her life. :-(
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Old 12th May 2007, 05:35 PM
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Great job everyone! ^_^

AyuHamasaki01, that's so sad! I hope your friend can find someone to help, or something to help change her life. :-(
yeah, I hope so too!
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Old 13th May 2007, 07:22 AM
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I have another story...
this one is about me; It's about me and another girl who was supposed to be my friend. Then she all started bulling me and I didn't like her anymore. Going to another class saved my life! Now I have other friends! Nice friends:

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It was a beautiful day. The rain just fell and a rainbow appears at the blue sky. You and me, lying down in the green grass. Just the two of us. Together, we wish for things that make us happy, wishing for things that make life easier. Making ourselves happy, going through the labyrinth of life.

It was a rainy day. The sky looked grey. It appears to go thunder. Looking through a window and wishing for happy days. We wish to continue no matter what. How can I ever trust you again? How can I ever say “my friend” again? This has to be a dream? An everlasting dream because I can’t believe it. You’ve forgotten the rainbow we saw together.You’ve forgotten our wishes, haven’t you?
It’s over...


From to today to tomorrow, it are greatful days. Today is another beautiful day. Standing on a winding road, I haven’t forgot you my friend though I have other friends now.

It is a beautiful day. The rain just fell and a rainbow appears at the blue sky with white clouds. We are lying down in the green grass. We wish for things together, without you my friend... you're in the past...

You see, my friend? I can finally learn what real friendship and finally show the real me. My friend, don’t be afraid of the tomorrow... It hasn’t come yet.
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Old 13th May 2007, 07:24 AM
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i wrote a poem like this! lemme find it...
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Old 13th May 2007, 07:45 AM
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i wrote a poem like this! lemme find it...
I'll wait in patients
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Old 13th May 2007, 12:00 PM
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AyuHamasaki01 - your story.. love it.. That "friend" doesnt deserve you!
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Old 15th May 2007, 10:54 PM
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Hi everyone,
here is my-ayu-songtitle-story:

Still alone?

In the Corner lies the criminal far away in his Trauma wishing for Heaven, a flower garden, where the two of us -Boys & Girls- can be ever free. Because of you I am independent. Honey, Close to you I could fly high, Free & Easy over the surreal Rainbow through the Fairyland.
In this everlasting dream the moments went by. Who was there sharing your Hope or Pain... it was your Teddy Bear. A Friend of You Hana brought me a present on a rainy day, this was the Key. But is this love?
Until that day - July 1st - I am walking proud on the winding road thinking about you and your Secret
whatever will happen, we were connected, just 1 LOVE I depend on you on such a Beautiful day
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Old 16th May 2007, 06:57 PM
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AyuHamasaki01 - your story.. love it.. That "friend" doesnt deserve you!
Ya mean the second story???
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Old 16th May 2007, 07:56 PM
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can't find the file...i'll have to type it up...but i have to find the book first >.< (yea, my poem was published :3)
oh, and YOU GUYS will have to find the song titles yourself >D
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Old 17th May 2007, 07:32 PM
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My story! I wrote this aeons ago xD

WE WISH on a RAINBOW my Dearest, I hope these Moments will NEVER EVER end, this is all too SURREAL, I am very girlish around you, YOU are my teddy bear I am... walking proud with you. At Christmas I like singing CAROLS with you. is this LOVE? I am Free and Easy with you. You're sometimes a Liar and I think you'll Replace me sometime soon, but still I WILL Depend on you, Naturally I have no more words for you except I am connected and we will always UNITE!
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Old 17th May 2007, 09:14 PM
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Ya mean the second story???
erm.. yes.. if i got it right
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Old 18th May 2007, 12:08 PM
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I walked Over the winding road to get to YOU. from your letter I knew it was too late. There was no way to say that Because Of You It Wasa Beautiful Day. For me you INSPIRE and I never see a rainy day but only the RAINBOW that eventually appears.

It's SURREAL how we connected. But evolution will always occur. I guess it wasn't TO BE. However, through this Voyage, I have found the REAL ME

In sad Moments I'll be Wishing I could, but I won't Depend On You.

There are no more words, but there is no Trauma either. Perhaps this is a HAPPY ENDING.
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Old 19th May 2007, 03:30 PM
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erm.. yes.. if i got it right
okay, yeah, then you're right about that!
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