[Translation] TEAMAyu blog: 19th March

[oji-i-san]

It's a serious post this time.
There's no pic in this post.

I couldn't make my mind easily, but ...

2010/03/19 19:56 | ayu

... finally, I decided to talk about it ...

Marron got worse the last week.
We couldn't figure out the cause,
and we went to a hospital several times.

Then we found that it was cancer
in the morning of 15th March and she (* he? =Marron)
underwent an urgent operation.

It was really, really an major operation.
The doctors really did their best.

Marron lost her conscious during the operation
but got it again, and the long-time operation
has finished anyway.

However, she is not getting well after the operation ...

Also, she is senior ...

She has no strength to drink water,
not mention have foods.

She had been in the hospital
receiving intravenous drips and medicines.

The last night when I went there to see Maron
the doctor said this to me.

Shall we keep her alone, lonely, and suffering
in this hospital, and shall we keep the hope
that we can make her better using forcibly
the power of medicines.

Or, shall we dare to stop giving her medicines
and set her free of side-effects and strains
of medicines and take her home where she's
used to.

Ayu-chan, you have to gather your courage
and make a decision.

I didn't sleep, I thought about it,
and I ... took Marron to my home this evening.

I chose that.

I don't know what is right and what is wrong.
However, I believe this is the answer Marron and
I chose and I'll never give up.

Life is repetition of decisions, isn't it.

I know you too are carrying on living making a lot of
decisions everyday.

Never regret in any case, definitely.
Let's cherish every moments
and live a life today as best as we can !!!!!!!

I'll come here again.
In the next time, I'll upload pics from the rehearsals.
So, please look forward to it !!!!!!!

... ...

(Please let me know when someone finds weird English of mine.)

EDIT: Maron -> Marron, he -> she (Very sorry about them )

[~angel*ayumi~]

aw poor Marron, and poor Ayu.
Reading this post makes me so sad.

[Kashoku]

OH NO!!! Poor Ayu!!!! That is so incredibly sad!!! Poor Marron!!!

[Midori-chan]

I'm crying now. I really feel awful.
Poor Maron, poor Ayu! Please, by strong...!

I feel so helpless, when I read/hear about things like that! ;.;

[aura~]

soo sad.... OMG

I wanna cry but my mum is here and will think I'm crazy to cry because of ayu's dog... but really.. that's TOO sad T______T I love dogs so much and that has to be a very difficult decision, very difficult, OMG But it's better for Maron... let him die (if he has to) peacefully, at home, without drugs...

This has to be really a difficult moment for Ayu...


so sad T_____T

[4ever*ayu]

poor maron..
ayu knows whats best for her dogs.

[kagami]

This is really sad. It's always horrible when a pet gets sick.

Hopefully Ayu will be okay.

[yabieru]

Oh God... It must be difficult being in that situation. She preferred Maron spend her last days happy, at home to dying in the hospital T__T

Poor Ayu, she really loves her dogs U__U

[ayumisrael]

That's awful T_T

ayu must be really in mental pain over this, I wouldn't want my dog to be in this situation and I sure wish that ayu's dog also would be healthy...

Oh T_T I hope that they will be strong!!

[asmAyumi1992]

Owh, Poor Ayu... I know how she feels right now. I've got pet too and died because of an accident. I really wanna cry right now~ (T_T)

If I was Ayu, I'll let Maron home. Let he died peaceful in my home but I still don't want any bad things happened...

[Cherry Dynamite]

Who's Maron? I'm guessing he's one of Ayu's dog...Oh I feel sorry though.

[y_nathz]

NO NO NO !!!!
Maron is my favourite doggy......
Ayu & Maron ganbatte !!!!

[Nayaichigo]

It's sooooooooo sad I'm crying too T^T I love dogs also and it makes me so sad when they're suffering! Like walking.proud said it's best for Maron to be at home in peace with out any fuss if he's in very bad condition ;__________;

Also thank you for the translation oji-i-san

[Aisha_Angel]

Oh no...poor Ayu. I hope he doesn't pass away. I wonder what kind of cancer he/she has, and how they contracted the disease?

[Mai82Go]

Sounds like the best decision. It sure is hard, but better for Maron.

[Not~Yet]

How sad.. But it's great how she can look back at the good memories instead of being deep in grief.

[indyplus]

I'm crying now... this is just too sad. Poor ayu!!

[elvesword]

The content make me sad, AYU, be strong, we will always be with you!!

[Aisha_Angel]

Oh no...poor Ayu. I hope he doesn't pass away. I wonder what kind of cancer he/she has, and how they contracted the disease?

[Love Appears]

Poor Ayu, poor Maron...

I know what Ayu is going through. My 15 year old chihuahua, Milo, has cancer too and isn't doing very well... :-( It is really one of the hardest things to go through...
My thoughts are with her.